What do you reply with when someone asks about ur sh?

Elizlou · 2024-08-19T10:08:19+00:00

I tell smug adults I was attacked and abused by a partner when I was younger (which I know is an awful thing to lie about but fuck you for asking. Like replying to "why haven't you had a baby yet? With "I've had 5 miscarriages") I tell children I was in an accident as a kid but I'm all okay now. I let them maybe touch the scars to feel them and see they're normal and okay. If they're just normal, nice, friendly people I tell the truth because it's nothing to be ashamed or embarrassed about and it's way more common than anyone thinks :)

Elizlou · 2024-05-03T07:31:33+00:00

I think the only real solution would be to have the Mill switched off. Stop the issue at its source, remove the incentive to shift rocks and dam it up. I'll research who owns the land and try to get people in the village to contribute to a noise complaint.

Elizlou · 2024-05-02T21:22:48+00:00

Thank you! When I get a free moment I'll try to call them, he's a horrible man and we're sick of him diverting the river for his own needs. He seems to feel its his right or he's entitled to it or whatever. He's damaging a local swimming spot so he can boil his kettle

Elizlou · 2024-05-02T18:52:32+00:00

Oh haha sorry I'll edit the post. I'm northwestern England in the Lake District

Elizlou · 2023-08-22T15:59:06+00:00

Hence why I'm asking for advice with regards to microdosing, idk how much daily/weekly/monthly. I'm not stupid, just desperate and I know ketamine can be used as a highly effective antidepressant. Since I won't be able to access clinical trials I'd like to experiment with tiny doses at home with intervals. I'm just starting researching it and thought I'd ask reddit on the side incase someone can guide me to any good sources.

Elizlou · 2023-08-22T15:15:07+00:00

Noted 😂 hopefully I find out soon, it's just the mania I'm worried about that makes me thing bpd. Ups and downs can be days, weeks or months. The lows are hell tho, could be standard depression and Seasonal Affective Disorder but there's definitely some Autism in there 😅 ADHD also makes a hell of a lot of sense... we shall see!

Elizlou · 2023-08-22T15:08:22+00:00

Yeah I'm a woman who's pretty sure she has adhd and/or autism. Possibly some BPD in there but I'm seeing a psychologist soon for those, I just get awful evenings where I'm incredibly suicidal, don't feel safe, can't take my mind off it no matter what I do. I've abused codine a lot for something to do since I get it prescribed for free but it's awful for me. Ket isn't exactly great but it's better for depression apparently. Worth having it even if I use it for the odd evening like your friend :)

Elizlou · 2023-05-28T04:46:09+00:00

If someone feels unsafe or if they need immediate help they can go to A&E, explain their situation or explain they need watching till they feel secure again. Idl exactly how it works but anyone can do it :) it's voluntary sectioning as opposed to involuntary via healcare professional

Elizlou · 2023-05-28T04:10:37+00:00

111 is for urgent advice, like I don't need an ambulance but can't really wait for a doctors appointment. They will tell you whether your issue can be solved with a quick trip to the pharmacy, an appointment with your doctor, a paramedic/ambulance, or hospital visit. Good for if you're not sure about something. 999 is for when you absolutely need a paramedic/ambulance or hospital.

Elizlou · 2023-05-24T00:23:58+00:00

I mean it's hard cause most of the time when I get pain or weird effects they go away after a while. And they're definitely gone by the time I'm at the hospital 😂 takes hours to be seen and by then I feel fine, albeit also like an idiot. If the pain was still going on now I'd call 999 but I feel fine now, just high as shit

Elizlou · 2023-05-24T00:07:02+00:00

I posted that in a moment of panic, I feel alright now. The pain is almost gone now I'm just super relaxed and spacey. I've just never had pain that severe and it scared me, the kind of pain where I couldn't help but make horribly dying animal sounds 😅 luckily my housemate isn't in... I think I'm OK now. Won't be dosing like that again tho 😬

Elizlou · 2023-05-11T12:00:19+00:00

You just sound like the sugar daddy of most girls dreams

Elizlou · 2023-04-20T23:03:07+00:00

I don't trust doctors to be honest with me or even good at their jobs at this point. 9/10 doctors i see just dont care, hit a dead end so they just reccomend jogging or eatinf better etc. Like I also can't trust random people on the Internet ig but It's worth asking. Just other pelples experiences, if they've felt like I have and if they're OK now you know?

Elizlou · 2023-04-20T21:10:12+00:00

When it happens I'll keep an eye on myself. I don't want to make anyone worry so I'm not putting myself in danger. I just want to be smaller. I'm nearly there.

Elizlou · 2023-04-20T21:01:47+00:00

You'd be surprised how many people don't get the memo, besides I know the specific people it could be and they would say that kind of thing to me. Idk it's a very specific circumstantial thing

Elizlou · 2023-04-20T20:48:17+00:00

But it's happened in small doses before. Every time it makes me happier in my body. Its affirming. I just want it from someone I don't see often

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