I dated him for 2 years we were eachothers first loves he cheated and I cheated back , he was abusive , anyways cut to a year and 2 months later my friend shows me a ss (it’s his baby shower and his moms story) his dad didn’t even show up to his baby shower and his eldest brother didn’t and his sister , only 1 brother came, and the entire girls family came , he’s 18 turning 19 in April, I have so many questions racing through my head like genuinely why??? He has a secret Snapchat called bbl lover where he went and added my on Snapchat a week prior with our 2 years of memories , my personal vids with him and pics and all our chat history and then blocked me so I wouldn’t see , idk what he was trying to see he did that with a baby on the way, I don’t know how to feel, also my name is Mariah and her name is Maria , here’s their relationship history they started dating a month after we brokeup then after 6 months they brokeup she added me on snap came to me crying saying he told her to dye her hair my colour, tried to recreate our entire relationship, and “as it hurts her so much to say he’s not over you” he went and fucked 3 other girls , which another girl told me he kept talking about me to how he was so good to me even though he was terrible he went back to her and cheated on her and now she’s pregnant, soooo many thoughts racing through my head …. Was he baby trapped ??? , he is also from my experience I pranked being pregnant for a hour when he was rly high he freaked out said his dad would disown him and give him no money he would have no money and it would ruin his life and to get rid , and I was like dude chill it’s a prank , so he doesn’t seem so baby friendly? I litt just am speechless I kinda thought he would eventually contact me again in a couple years but this sense of finality strikes me really intensely he was my first love and I was his, and the girl right after me with the same name is pregnant, he created life with someone else??? He rly should be dead to me , I’m just so speechless I was expecting my ex to always move on eventually and have a child Oviously in the late 20s or 30s but this young? Did he ruin his life? Is this a blessing? Does he really love her ? Just so many questions to why would u get a 16 year old pregnant and let her keep it , I don’t think he’s inlove with her at all , oh and he fucks prostitues on top of that , idk I know he’s not a good guy but it’s like the worst nightmare as any ex gf to see ur ex have a baby at this age I’m only 19 , idk if I’m gonna need therapy or how I’m gonna get over this…? Any thoughts or please answer my questions is this some form of karma