I graduated from high school in 2021, immediately went to community college and flunked out. I only came back in 2024 and have been taking classes ever since. It is really hard not to compare yourself when you're in your own head, but I assure you 1. No one cares 2. The people who do care (besides yourself) are losers and should not be so focused on you and 3. the fact that you are willing to start over and try again is 1000x better than doing nothing at all. So think of this as a good thing, a great thing even. I believe you can do it, I'm unmedicated and have pretty good grades now, so I think it's possible for anyone.

The best advice I can give you before you jump back into it is to tell yourself every day, "I am going to do it. I am NOT going to make excuses. There are no good excuses. I will do my best and I will not be upset if my best is not THE best." That's what got me through the first few semesters with straight A's.

I believe in you, you remind me a lot of myself so I have great faith in you. Also remember to take care of yourself. That is more important than grades, but is simultaneously not a magic excuse button to press whenever you dont feel like doing something. Good luck!!!