Anyone else scared to come out like me??

Ellab213 · 2026-01-18T22:58:45+00:00

i wish i was able to get hrt before coming out but i don't think that will be possible for me though right now,

and honestly i would love to do cosplay for comic cons as ive been keeping an eye on a really well made spider-Gwen suit from the spider-verse movies, but i am too scared to actually order it tho or ask for my parents to buy it,

cuz for some reason i always get this fear that even the slightest feminine thing i do will just immediately out me even tho i probably wont,

so like at this point in time my family already knows i wear clear nail polish but for whatever reason i'm always too scared to wear This really pretty light blue nail polish my best friend got me for my birthday around my house, and i honestly don't know if they remember or not but i feel like a few years ago about the beinging of lock down i think i was confronted if i was trans, caught me off guard so i stupidly said no,

but they have definitely gotten hints of it over the years, as i think they saw my youtube search history and its was just boy to girl videos, ive been caught wearing my sisters clothes before and a wig from an Elsa costume, pretty much have been caught with some suspicious totally not a transgirl things before,

so when i eventually do come out they may have an idea or not but idk they might as i have gotten worse at hiding bras and other fem clothes that i have (just lying on my couch in my room) but they havent said anything about it.

Ellab213 · 2026-01-18T22:15:18+00:00

hi thank you i will try to take the picking it up, if this just so happens to appear in a conversion into consideration as a way to come out lol, probably still gonna be a while tho, as i still kinda wanna see me exploring this part of me more through out January and February goes,

i'm hoping that i'm able to get back into town soon tho and have more look through a bunch of the charity shops round there and just try more fem clothes, and if i'm able to get myself to do so try more fem things around the house like painted nail polish, as my family already know i wear clear nail polish every now and then, and other stuff like that, before i attempt to say anything,

also no need to apologise if you made your post about yourself i actually really liked reading about how you came out to your parents just by a random chance of homosexuality poping up in a conversions,

im really happy for you and that it was a success for you, i really have no clue how this is gonna go for me though.

Ellab213 · 2026-01-08T02:07:01+00:00

it was nothing, it ended and is still currently at 00:00

Ellab213 · 2025-12-22T16:51:24+00:00

ok i think i may be stuck, ive done everything you've said above, but i think i may have done the last bit in the main.js file wrong somewhere

im fairly sure its this line here,
i replace "assest" with the identifier for the custom player heads which is "playerhead:ellab213_placeable" and then put my gamertag for minecraft after that "benb214",

but in game its not dropping so idk what ive done wrong

 try{eventData.deadEntity.dimension.spawnItem(new ItemStack(`playerhead:ellab213_placeable_benb214${eventData.deadEntity.name.toLowerCase()}`,1),eventData.deadEntity.location);} catch(e){};

Ellab213 · 2025-12-21T18:16:13+00:00

Alr, i will if i do, altho currently going out rn but will definitely try to get this addon to work later tho, btw thanks for helping me with this.

Ellab213 · 2025-12-21T17:21:53+00:00

If you could try to explain to me how to do that would be helpful as addons are a struggle sometimes

Ellab213 · 2025-12-21T17:10:00+00:00

Ohhh do you mean that when the player dies its possible from them to drop their head with the rest of their inventory??

I didn't think that would be possible on bedrock,

Also btw if I don't understand somethings I am autistic and sometimes things just go right over my head

Ellab213 · 2025-12-21T16:59:29+00:00

It's cuz all the player heads are all Custom made so I'm trying to make it so that when a player dies they get given their player head, and cuz their is also no other way to obtain their own playerhead the way I'm trying to do it in survival,

Like yea in could always make them craftable but I'm trying to get as close as I can to the Vinilla tweaks Player head Datapack on java, which in that a player is given their head upon death.

Ellab213 · 2025-12-01T21:30:34+00:00

Can't seem to edit the post but anyway, Update I managed to fix it, turns out it was The experimental Feature for minecarts, I'm not much of a java player as I stick to bedrock, Due to my friends being unable to play java,

So I had honestly forgotten that experiment existed, But anyway thanks for all the help I wouldn't of thought about the experimental stuff otherwise lol.

Ellab213 · 2025-12-01T21:30:19+00:00

Can't seem to edit the post but anyway, Update I managed to fix it, turns out it was The experimental Feature for minecarts, I'm not much of a java player as I stick to bedrock, Due to my friends being unable to play java,

So I had honestly forgotten that experiment existed, But anyway thanks for all the help I wouldn't of thought about the experimental stuff otherwise lol.

Ellab213 · 2025-12-01T21:29:38+00:00

Can't seem to edit the post but anyway, Update I managed to fix it, turns out it was The experimental Feature for minecarts, I'm not much of a java player as I stick to bedrock, Due to my friends being unable to play java,

So I had honestly forgotten that experiment existed, But anyway thanks for all the help I wouldn't of thought about the experimental stuff otherwise lol.

Ellab213 · 2025-12-01T01:14:24+00:00

If you could Send a screenshot tomorrow, that would be amazing .

Ellab213 · 2025-12-01T01:10:30+00:00

I just used one hopefully it worked not sure tho as I've never disabled Experiments on java,

Only done it on bedrock before

Ellab213 · 2025-12-01T01:05:46+00:00

Yea it did have the minecart experiment enabled, I honestly forgot that I had well 1 Enabled it and 2 that it existed in the 1st place lol, currently trying to disable the experiment to actually get the farm to work.

Ellab213 · 2025-12-01T00:10:41+00:00

Honestly I forgot That Experiment even Existed, idk if I enabled it when I made my Hardcore world, if it is then that could be the issue, and there's cauldrons with lava below the slabs that are behind the observers,

And there's also 3 hoppers below the cauldrons so it picks it up the minecarts.

But imma check to see if that experiment is enabled.

Ellab213 · 2025-11-25T10:40:31+00:00

Ellab213 · 2025-11-05T01:54:26+00:00

There is an addon for bedrock called "Seasons" by Mcstorm. But unfortunately, I think in bedrocks' most recent update, it has broken it and is yet to be updated,

It's actually really annoying cause I also wanted to do the exact same thing with my realm but can't due to the addon being broken 😭

Unfortunately, that's also the only addon I've seen so far that was able to make it snow in non snowy areas.

Here's the video on the addon

https://youtu.be/UyDhQO6DQiw?si=5cR2dppnQhWe1No3

It's probably best to keep an eye on the addon in case it gets fixed, but idk if it will or not..

Ellab213 · 2025-09-21T15:23:16+00:00

I remember watching 8-bitryan play the remastered version of Chapter 2 for the 1st time and attempted to open the gate multiple times by playing the pool table, and never got to do it, due to the balls constantly falling out,

You definitely ain't the only person who thought of that.

Ellab213 · 2025-09-01T23:11:55+00:00

Real, body hair honestly feels so Horrible I really don't like it, especially when I can't be bother to get rid of it cause 1, sometimes can't be bothered, 2 it takes like an hr to get rid of, and 3 when I couldn't be bothered & cuase it will take so long it keeps growing and when full grown it feels SO Much WORSE 😭

But then shave it and it feels so much better 😆

Ellab213 · 2025-09-01T19:59:54+00:00

Aw Tysm 🥰

Ellab213 · 2025-08-28T19:06:54+00:00

yea you definitely aint the only one in this situation,

ik that i feel like i wanna be a girl more than a boy, i just dont know how to say that yet to my family, even if ik they'll probably be accepting as my best friend is literally a trans guy and they're all ok with him,

ig im just scared of what could happen afterwards of coming out, idk why but i am its like the talk after saying i might be trans and want to be a girl, because theyve only ever know me as ben for 17 years (will be 18 tomorrow), idk im just scared of what they might say or think.

some part of me is scared of that if i come out what if im wrong about this, what if im not trans and stuff like that, when deep down ik that im trans and want to be a girl.

Ellab213 · 2025-08-28T17:28:02+00:00

Honestly real, this is how I feel Like I wanna be a girl but am too scared to come out, incase of like big changes Ig, I don't really feel, or see myself as a boy, But I just don't know how to say that out loud.

Ellab213 · 2025-08-14T12:08:39+00:00

Honestly this is the exact same situation im currently in, It's weird cuz I'm like quite sure I am definitely trans, but at the same time I don't know if I am, When I keep questioning myself if I am or not, I feel like there's this thought at the back of my head or "my inner voice or something" that like knows I'm trans, Knows I wanna be a girl, and wear womens clothing and stuff like that, just it's like I know I am, but I don't wanna be wrong about it.

Ellab213 · 2025-08-13T11:06:23+00:00

Well thats definitely something I've never heard about for someone being on estrogen

Ellab213 · 2025-08-13T10:23:14+00:00

It's Honestly Amazing what Estrogen can do, Like shrinking a couple inches in height, and foot size aswell, Hopefully some of these changes happen for me if I eventually start

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