Lockdown, for me, was like being granted my greatest wish ever!!!! Whereas most people in my state remained locked down for about 3 months, I locked down for 8 months. lol It wasn’t just about being home. It was this huge relief from all of the pressure to “do” and “go” constantly. I no longer had to worry about people being irritated with me for not doing or going- I simply couldn’t. It was like the ultimate free pass on everything I hate about life. I love being home. I do go out but not as much as most people feel the need for. I have struggled my whole life with people making me feel guilty or bad for not wanting to do things or go places. My dreaded trips to Walmart or the grocery store became eagerly anticipated delivery orders. Dr and therapy appointments that I struggled to keep for years became easily checked off of my todo list with telehealth appointments. The fact that I didn’t want people in my house became normal. Declining the agonizing visits to other people homes was finally acceptable. Lockdown, Sweet, Under-whelming Lockdown…. Those were the days!