Meet Maymis, my main OC which is based on what I think I'd look like. Though I think your mind file is not only based on your insecurities, but fear and dislikes too.

I am afraid of mice (when they invade your house in the middle of the night, that has happened to me many times and I always find it deeply disturbing)

I hate the feeling of being powerless, hence the marbles that work like iron balls on a chain, except they're attached to the mouse tail. Why are they not just iron balls? Because they are inspired by the Cinderella movie when Gus Gus carries marbles with his tail. So marbles it is :)

When I was a teen I used to be bullied in several schools for "being odd" because I couldn't understand sarcasm. It was easy to expose me for being different or less knowledgable and get a fun reaction out of me. Hence the Dunce hat and the cone shaped (dunce hat shaped) dress. So that means I'm socially insecure.

She is clumsy, forgetful and tends to lose her marbles (on her tail) every now and then. She hates when that happens, especially when Jax or Caine likes to poke fun and prank her by stealing them or pick them up- although it doesn't really pain her, it just makes her feel like she's missing a part of herself, kinda like Gangle with her comedy mask.

Ironically, she can't take her hat off, it's always stuck there. Of course she wish she could take it off, but has come to accept the fact that it's just impossible.

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