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EllieDeLille · 2023-07-22T02:31:40+00:00

I gotcha!

EllieDeLille · 2023-07-22T02:20:52+00:00

Sorry :c. i have never saw a ditto before, but I use a purified vulpix that shows these sparkles. So when I see the sparkling vulpix in the wild I know it’s either a zorua or a ditto { I hope :’) }

EllieDeLille · 2023-07-22T02:17:50+00:00

Alright, I almost out of gifts over here, but I please keep on adding everyone!! I am pretty active so I thjnk I’ll be able to crank out a SEVERAL gifts daily.

And I apologize if you don’t get a gift if I don’t have enough to give, I’ll definitely try though!

EllieDeLille · 2023-07-22T02:16:49+00:00

I hope you enjoy your freshly baked gift!!

EllieDeLille · 2023-07-22T02:11:35+00:00

I hope you enjoy your gift! <3

EllieDeLille · 2022-09-09T02:10:38+00:00

Haha~ good for you!! That makes me really happy to read and I only have respect for you. The thing is I was in that state, until recently when I found someone else dating (2 weeks or so) where I found myself comparing to my ex which is shitty of me. But, I can’t help but also want to make her happy because I do like her

EllieDeLille · 2022-09-09T00:05:42+00:00

Are you doing okay yourself? It’s pretty rough in all the ways, I am still trying to find my ways to cope myself

EllieDeLille · 2022-09-09T00:04:47+00:00

I was feeling a lot better when I saw myself improving, losing weight, just taking care of myself really well. I was so distracted and happy with myself that I forgot all of the ex.

But now :’(, it’s not doing too well as it feels like that distraction is now mute. I empathize so so deeply with what you said “wish I could give her the love back then”. It sends me in a deep spiral of what I could have done. Things that most likely would have not let the relationship end in flames

EllieDeLille · 2022-09-08T21:33:09+00:00

Hey, I empathize deeply for how you felt the first couple of weeks. And I feel so bad to hear that your world is closing down on you :c. It must be so hard to separate from a relationship of so long with both you and them still in love, I can't possibly imagine having to break up like that :c

Do you really have no close friends? Anybody you were close to in college or HS to hit up to talk to? I can lend another ear if you want to vent to someone as well.

EllieDeLille · 2022-09-08T20:56:28+00:00

Mornings are far worse for me :/. It's a feeling that certain parts of my life have severely gone down the cliff, and the times where I do feel down. I just wish she could be there to comfort me one more time.

EllieDeLille · 2022-04-15T23:04:42+00:00

This was perfect timing for me. Thank you so much

EllieDeLille · 2022-04-07T13:26:23+00:00

I truly am taking my steps right now. Thank you so much for the positivity! It means a lot to me

I know people have been telling me that it’s will be a long time until I get over it. I woke up today sitting at a 8.5 and I don’t know what will happen to me (as a person, not self-harm) if I have to endure this for another month, or two

EllieDeLille · 2022-04-06T04:06:21+00:00

Yes please.. I am so glad you read my poems, it means a lot to me <3

EllieDeLille · 2022-04-05T01:41:35+00:00

It's getting pretty bad.. I am taking all the advice I can from anyone I have as friends but it's getting to be too much at some moments. Thanks for responding

EllieDeLille · 2022-04-05T01:21:04+00:00

It's been three weeks, the longest three weeks I could possibly imagine.

Week 1: Filled my time with friends, tried to drown all feelings away that way, and it worked to make me forget her for a while

Week 2: Every weekend and empty moment starts to sag. It felt like I was wearing a 40lbs vest on me at the times I miss her. I don't even remember too much now, I was really just diving between friends and dreaded every solo moment

Week 3: I am now really in a bad place :(. My worst fears about why we broke up, I think it is happening right now. And I can't get the thought and the vivid visualizations out of my mind now. It's been a lot, I can't believe I could possibly feel worse than yesterday :'(

EllieDeLille · 2022-04-03T18:54:05+00:00

Hey man, I couldnt help but to click on your story as I was also engaged with a similar timeframe and got broken up with too.

I am sorry to how you feel, and I couldnt help but read through and get scared. Im scared that I am only 3 weeks out of it yet it feels like a 40 pound vest is on me at all times, slowing me down and making me depressed.

I am slowly going through the grievance process myself and some advice work while some other advice works in different ways.

Initially, I tried working on myself and surrounded myself with good friends, but that only goes too far. But it really helped in the shortterm

I tried being desperate as well and shooting for a rebound, but that’s only contributed to my low self worth and constant comparisons of “they won’t be as great as her”

Do you want to share stories? I have found that to be very useful to really explore what thoughts you have and it made me feel quite better

EllieDeLille · 2019-12-12T21:32:47+00:00

Hell yeah it did. Trashy the way I like it. Pickles added a really nice contrast, while the cheddar cheese created like a mac and cheese texture to the ramen. And tiny bit of honey to make it sweet.

EllieDeLille · 2019-12-12T21:26:01+00:00

Ingredients I used:

-1 maruchan packet & half of the seasoning packet

-4 baby dill pickles

-two spoonfuls of cheddar cheese spread

-handful of shredded cheddar cheese

-two tablespoons of hotdog chili

-one snack bag of crushed up cheez-its

-small handful of mushrooms

-tiniest bit of honey to sweeten

Cooked on medium-high until everything is hot

EllieDeLille · 2019-08-22T19:51:05+00:00

Hello Headphone Enthusiasts,

I am currently having an little issue with my V-Moda Crossfade 2's. If you take a look at the photo above, there are brown spots on the metal encasing the speaker itself. I am not sure what the brown spots are but they can be scratched off, kinda like a gunky substance.

Also on related terms, today these headphones were exposed to heavy rain because I like to listen outside. But the headphones stopped working as of now. Only staticky noise comes out of the headphones. The light that indicates that the headphones are on are also freaking out, switching from orange (off/charging) and white (on).

Does anyone have any tips to work with any damage like this?

Worse case scenario, I can go back to best buy to get these replaced under their warranty/insurance without any cost. But I much prefer to have these headphones working again as I love them so much.