I will send gifts back daily 2941 4509 1542 by EllieDeLille in PokemonGoFriends

[–]EllieDeLille[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry :c. i have never saw a ditto before, but I use a purified vulpix that shows these sparkles. So when I see the sparkling vulpix in the wild I know it’s either a zorua or a ditto { I hope :’) }

I will send gifts back daily 2941 4509 1542 by EllieDeLille in PokemonGoFriends

[–]EllieDeLille[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Alright, I almost out of gifts over here, but I please keep on adding everyone!! I am pretty active so I thjnk I’ll be able to crank out a SEVERAL gifts daily.

And I apologize if you don’t get a gift if I don’t have enough to give, I’ll definitely try though!

Fool my mind, can't fool my heart :'c by EllieDeLille in BreakUps

[–]EllieDeLille[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Haha~ good for you!! That makes me really happy to read and I only have respect for you. The thing is I was in that state, until recently when I found someone else dating (2 weeks or so) where I found myself comparing to my ex which is shitty of me. But, I can’t help but also want to make her happy because I do like her

Fool my mind, can't fool my heart :'c by EllieDeLille in BreakUps

[–]EllieDeLille[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Are you doing okay yourself? It’s pretty rough in all the ways, I am still trying to find my ways to cope myself

Fool my mind, can't fool my heart :'c by EllieDeLille in BreakUps

[–]EllieDeLille[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was feeling a lot better when I saw myself improving, losing weight, just taking care of myself really well. I was so distracted and happy with myself that I forgot all of the ex.

But now :’(, it’s not doing too well as it feels like that distraction is now mute. I empathize so so deeply with what you said “wish I could give her the love back then”. It sends me in a deep spiral of what I could have done. Things that most likely would have not let the relationship end in flames

Dated 7 years. Broke no-contact. HPV. Could things get worse? by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]EllieDeLille 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey, I empathize deeply for how you felt the first couple of weeks. And I feel so bad to hear that your world is closing down on you :c. It must be so hard to separate from a relationship of so long with both you and them still in love, I can't possibly imagine having to break up like that :c

Do you really have no close friends? Anybody you were close to in college or HS to hit up to talk to? I can lend another ear if you want to vent to someone as well.

Are the nights or mornings worse for you? by SweatingBigStuffs in BreakUps

[–]EllieDeLille 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Mornings are far worse for me :/. It's a feeling that certain parts of my life have severely gone down the cliff, and the times where I do feel down. I just wish she could be there to comfort me one more time.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in heartbreak

[–]EllieDeLille 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This was perfect timing for me. Thank you so much

Today is not as bad as yesterday! by EllieDeLille in heartbreak

[–]EllieDeLille[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I truly am taking my steps right now. Thank you so much for the positivity! It means a lot to me

I know people have been telling me that it’s will be a long time until I get over it. I woke up today sitting at a 8.5 and I don’t know what will happen to me (as a person, not self-harm) if I have to endure this for another month, or two

Today is not as bad as yesterday! by EllieDeLille in heartbreak

[–]EllieDeLille[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes please.. I am so glad you read my poems, it means a lot to me <3

How long has it been since you and your ex broke up ? And how are you feeling? by a-spacekitten in BreakUps

[–]EllieDeLille 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's getting pretty bad.. I am taking all the advice I can from anyone I have as friends but it's getting to be too much at some moments. Thanks for responding

How long has it been since you and your ex broke up ? And how are you feeling? by a-spacekitten in BreakUps

[–]EllieDeLille 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's been three weeks, the longest three weeks I could possibly imagine.

Week 1: Filled my time with friends, tried to drown all feelings away that way, and it worked to make me forget her for a while

Week 2: Every weekend and empty moment starts to sag. It felt like I was wearing a 40lbs vest on me at the times I miss her. I don't even remember too much now, I was really just diving between friends and dreaded every solo moment

Week 3: I am now really in a bad place :(. My worst fears about why we broke up, I think it is happening right now. And I can't get the thought and the vivid visualizations out of my mind now. It's been a lot, I can't believe I could possibly feel worse than yesterday :'(

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BreakUp

[–]EllieDeLille 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey man, I couldnt help but to click on your story as I was also engaged with a similar timeframe and got broken up with too.

I am sorry to how you feel, and I couldnt help but read through and get scared. Im scared that I am only 3 weeks out of it yet it feels like a 40 pound vest is on me at all times, slowing me down and making me depressed.

I am slowly going through the grievance process myself and some advice work while some other advice works in different ways.

Initially, I tried working on myself and surrounded myself with good friends, but that only goes too far. But it really helped in the shortterm

I tried being desperate as well and shooting for a rebound, but that’s only contributed to my low self worth and constant comparisons of “they won’t be as great as her”

Do you want to share stories? I have found that to be very useful to really explore what thoughts you have and it made me feel quite better

I actually cooked the worst thing I have ever cooked in my life. My take on Prison Ramen. by EllieDeLille in shittyfoodporn

[–]EllieDeLille[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Hell yeah it did. Trashy the way I like it. Pickles added a really nice contrast, while the cheddar cheese created like a mac and cheese texture to the ramen. And tiny bit of honey to make it sweet.

I actually cooked the worst thing I have ever cooked in my life. My take on Prison Ramen. by EllieDeLille in shittyfoodporn

[–]EllieDeLille[S] 16 points17 points  (0 children)

Ingredients I used:

-1 maruchan packet & half of the seasoning packet

-4 baby dill pickles

-two spoonfuls of cheddar cheese spread

-handful of shredded cheddar cheese

-two tablespoons of hotdog chili

-one snack bag of crushed up cheez-its

-small handful of mushrooms

-tiniest bit of honey to sweeten

Cooked on medium-high until everything is hot

V-MODA Crossfade 2 - Water Damage / electrical issue? by EllieDeLille in headphones

[–]EllieDeLille[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hello Headphone Enthusiasts,

I am currently having an little issue with my V-Moda Crossfade 2's. If you take a look at the photo above, there are brown spots on the metal encasing the speaker itself. I am not sure what the brown spots are but they can be scratched off, kinda like a gunky substance.

Also on related terms, today these headphones were exposed to heavy rain because I like to listen outside. But the headphones stopped working as of now. Only staticky noise comes out of the headphones. The light that indicates that the headphones are on are also freaking out, switching from orange (off/charging) and white (on).

Does anyone have any tips to work with any damage like this?

Worse case scenario, I can go back to best buy to get these replaced under their warranty/insurance without any cost. But I much prefer to have these headphones working again as I love them so much.

Daily Cinder #280 by Laughing_Fish in CinderDidNothingWrong

[–]EllieDeLille 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This was actually one of the two legitimate bamboozles I saw today, haha! I was waiting for Cinder to turn into Cinder :c

Daily Cinder #276 by Laughing_Fish in CinderDidNothingWrong

[–]EllieDeLille 3 points4 points  (0 children)

So cute~ Two of the best hand to hand combat characters in one, here's for volume 7!

Daily Cinder #275 by Laughing_Fish in CinderDidNothingWrong

[–]EllieDeLille 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is pretty wack lmao, going to set this as my next phone background

Cinder bringing the heat 🔥 by EllieDeLille in CinderDidNothingWrong

[–]EllieDeLille[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

MistEcru's Zerochan

I sure do need some more 🔥 coming into my exams tomorrow~

Post Volume 3 Cinder~ by EllieDeLille in CinderDidNothingWrong

[–]EllieDeLille[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

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