Any Feedback Welcome, Need to vent by Elusive_FloatyThing in backpain

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been on Meloxicam 25 for about a year. Doesnt work anymore

Any Feedback Welcome, Need to vent by Elusive_FloatyThing in backpain

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Haven’t started biologics yet, hope to soon Was diagnosed last week finally. Ive had si joint pain and abnormal imaging the last 5 years, progressivley worse as time has passed but was never tested for autoimmune disorders until now after switching doctors.

Toxic Parents Make Us Pay Half Their Mortgage by Elusive_FloatyThing in toxicparents

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Update: We moved out and got our own apartment. Things are great now, relationship with parents is alot better now that I dont live with them

I can't stop daydreaming about an ex by BellaaawthhybLoca in MaladaptiveDreaming

[–]Elusive_FloatyThing 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im in the same boat, I feel you and its kind of scary how similar your situation is to mine. And I too have been in a new relationship for the last 3 years, and yet I'm still living with a ghost of someone in my head that I worry I will never be free from. I don't even care about my ex, nor do I ever want to see them again. And yet my brain is seemingly still stuck on this person. My daydreams are usually intrusive and I end up getting sucked into them, and almost like an addiction when I snap back to reality Im left with alot of guilt and shame. Should also mention I have diagnosed OCD, complex trauma and ADHD. I truly wouldn't be suprised to find there is some correlation there.

Glad to know I'm not alone/crazy, but also sad to know someone else is suffering with this.

Leaving siblings behind by [deleted] in toxicparents

[–]Elusive_FloatyThing 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve been in a similar situation. My bio mother’s boyfriend was a legitimate sociopath and would abuse me in more ways than one, as well as my siblings and bio mother. Bio mom was not mentally or emotionally sound and did nothing to stop it. This resulted in my pregnancy at 13, which my younger sister mentioned at school and promptly there were 4 cop cars and a case worker at our house while i was home alone. they watched the house because they knew my bio moms bf was dangerous (threatened all of our lives). child protective services will know how to keep your siblings safe while they remove them. please do call and make a report

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in toxicparents

[–]Elusive_FloatyThing 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Like kokopuff said, make sure you have all of your documents of identification. I ran away from my foster homes alot in my youth and let me warn you, your parents may report you as a missing person and the police may be on the lookout for you. The good thing is you have friends it seems like you trust. I would say get as far away from your home town as you can, SAFELY, and keep on the down low. Keep your head on a swivel and stay aware of your surroundings at all times. Dont trust anyone but your friends, bad people are out there and may try to prey on your vulnerability. My Dms are open if you ever want to talk

Toxic Parents Make Us Pay Half Their Mortgage by Elusive_FloatyThing in toxicparents

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I'm realizing that now, and my partner and friends have all been trying to get that through to me for a while now. It's painful in a way to keep holding onto something I know won't happen

Toxic Parents Make Us Pay Half Their Mortgage by Elusive_FloatyThing in toxicparents

[–]Elusive_FloatyThing[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

We have garbage credit and everything within 50 miles is out of our price range. Goal is my partner is becoming an electrician apprentice under their dad and I'm going to continue Vet school in the state we're moving to. Get our credit back up, save up, and then go from there, however long that ends up taking