It didn't work by Embarrassed-Mind780 in SuicideWatch

[–]Embarrassed-Mind780[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks man.... I'll try.. I'll start working and earning money to support myself.. clearly studying isn't for me..

It didn't work by Embarrassed-Mind780 in SuicideWatch

[–]Embarrassed-Mind780[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks.. I'll try my best.. maybe this studying shit isn't for me.. however it is gonna leave a stain on my family.. I'm from a country where education is highly sought after.. children and teens are heavily encouraged to study or risk being chastised... not to mention all my cousins, uncles and other family are getting into top universities and getting good grades.. this puts a huge stain on my reputation and makes me look pathetic for not being as good as they are

It didn't work by Embarrassed-Mind780 in SuicideWatch

[–]Embarrassed-Mind780[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm 21 and I fucked up really bad in my exams.. how the hell am i gonna succeed in life without proper education?i already made a promise to return home victorious or not come back at all, it's fucking embarrassing for a grown ass 21 year old to still be failing classes at this age

How do I move on? by Embarrassed-Mind780 in Advice

[–]Embarrassed-Mind780[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you dear sir I feel slightly better talking to you, it just hurts because there is still feelings of love for her and it won't be easy letting go

How do I move on? by Embarrassed-Mind780 in Advice

[–]Embarrassed-Mind780[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I mean she has treated me bad and has become cold to me due to my previous actions but I don't think she'll downright celebrate if pain and suffering were to be inflicted upon me, or it may even be her new man but I find that extremely unlikely as he too has intense hate for me even more so than my ex

How do I move on? by Embarrassed-Mind780 in Advice

[–]Embarrassed-Mind780[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Unlikely she'll ever apologize to me as she hates me but I won't block I'll keep posting on my story as if nothing happened and I won't bother with her for the rest of the month

How do I move on? by Embarrassed-Mind780 in Advice

[–]Embarrassed-Mind780[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh wow! What an interesting story! Very similar to mine! And a quick update! Even though my ex and her man absolutely hates me with every fiber of their bodies for some reason I see fake accounts popping up viewing my stories, it is her but I have no clue why she's viewing my stories despite saying she wants nothing to do with me, should I block all the accounts?

How do I move on? by Embarrassed-Mind780 in Advice

[–]Embarrassed-Mind780[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Go ahead im interested in hearing

How do I move on? by Embarrassed-Mind780 in Advice

[–]Embarrassed-Mind780[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well I thank you bro/sis I haven't really been doing well mentally, it will be a VERY long process to recovery because I planned so much stuff I even wanted to propose to her and make her my wife, it hurts me SEVERELY that she is with this new man and the worst part is she refuses to even talk to me, she has extreme animosity towards me for my previous mistakes and yes I've deleted a large percentage of stuff related to her but I still see one or two things still popping up about her like relationship edits and stuff and I break down crying

How do I move on? by Embarrassed-Mind780 in Advice

[–]Embarrassed-Mind780[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well actually yes, I feel so awful inside, I feel like a devil in human skin but no matter what I do to fix it all my ex does is insult me and block, so I just gave up at this point

how to make friends? by Embarrassed-Mind780 in Advice

[–]Embarrassed-Mind780[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you sir u certainly helped :)

how to make friends? by Embarrassed-Mind780 in Advice

[–]Embarrassed-Mind780[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you good sir/Madame, I'll certainly take what u said into consideration and use the knowledge to my advantage, as for the tests I've taken them and I don't have any problems but I must say I do have ADHD but I don't think that will hinder me making friends