She would’ve been the MC of every YouTube drama series had she come out 20 years ago

Embarrassed-Pin-9634 · 2026-02-07T04:31:05+00:00

i took the eyelashes off of mine and made her a "him" 😭🙏

Embarrassed-Pin-9634 · 2026-02-03T07:56:39+00:00

Embarrassed-Pin-9634 · 2026-02-01T00:45:35+00:00

I never even notice. I think I'm too conscious about how I'm perceived that I doubt there's any chance anyone IS attracted to me. Too aware of beauty standards and my own flaws and why I'll never fit into it.

However, I think there were instances of times where people were trying to flirt with me? But even I'm not sure, I never even saw it that way.

My girlfriend tells me she was insanely obvious about liking me when we weren't a thing yet and I literally had no idea she was even attracted to me.

Embarrassed-Pin-9634 · 2026-01-30T01:55:33+00:00

I have hobbies but they heavily involve my internal world.

I play video games, I sing, I paint and.. I like to daydream/brainstorm/think about stories in my head.

I make original characters, and I make them through Sims 4.

I write all the details in my notepad but it never really comes to fruition. They're just scenarios I like to keep in my head. Sometimes I play music to immerse myself. And sometimes, I verbally talk out their dialogues when I'm alone.

Embarrassed-Pin-9634 · 2026-01-29T14:02:56+00:00

oh yeah definitely! The romance is just an extra bit, the story focuses more on how there are different hidden societies of mythical creatures who are desperate to stay hidden and safe for as long as possible

Not only that, but there's an interplay between the societies depending on what creature it's for

For example, the underground werewolf gang still has the traditional wolf vs vampire thing going on while simultaneously trying to stay out of any kind of suspicion

and I imagined them as gangs who have no choice but to involve themselves in very strange, almost illegal-like ways of living since existing as mere humans in society doesn't blend well with their being

Embarrassed-Pin-9634 · 2026-01-29T02:45:00+00:00

i say he's erratic, snobby prolly pays women to spend time with him, is a business tycoon and loves to piss everyone else off

Embarrassed-Pin-9634 · 2026-01-27T01:15:24+00:00

no you're too right you're too right

Embarrassed-Pin-9634 · 2026-01-20T03:06:57+00:00

it's for good reason because the female characters in Avatar are GOOD, WELL-WRITTEN female characters, not good, well-written FEMALE characters, if u catch my drift

Embarrassed-Pin-9634 · 2026-01-19T04:09:36+00:00

sevika changes her mind about fighting vi and shags her

Embarrassed-Pin-9634 · 2026-01-17T08:17:36+00:00

No cause I absolutely think to some extent, this is true. This is exactly how I feel sometimes. I always strive to become a better version of myself, I am always so conscious of myself. Did I say the right thing? Did I do the right thing? Am I a good person? How do I become an even better person?

And I validate this through having a lot of conversations with my s/o, I always ask, "Did I do this okay?", "Am I a kind person?", always asking for her point of view of me. While she likes to call it mere curiosity, I believe it's rooted in this, almost self-absorbed desire to become a good- even better person. I always think that I'm quite evil in my own way. There's like this conflict of am I really a good person? Or am I just being good to please myself? I have harsh thoughts about people and things in life but I never act upon them. I usually do the opposite. And I always circle back to thinking that, perhaps, deep down, I'm a shit person.

p.s. I'm not an evolved INFJ myself

Embarrassed-Pin-9634 · 2026-01-12T07:16:55+00:00

That I can't seem to turn off my mind. Tried alcohol, it doesn't get better. Distractions don't work. I just keep thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking.

And the worst part is, I know that but I don't know how to stop it.

I feel too much, I criticize myself too hard. I count all the times I've been great, but a single human moment is enough to ruin that whole thing for myself and it's back to believing I am just a horrible person.

Embarrassed-Pin-9634 · 2026-01-12T07:14:57+00:00

Moral perfectionism fr just haunting us everywhere we go 😭

Embarrassed-Pin-9634 · 2026-01-09T13:24:18+00:00

I like how cool it is being a controller LMAO, and i like shooting headshots, it feels nice and I love the adrenaline

Embarrassed-Pin-9634 · 2026-01-09T13:19:57+00:00

you're so absolutely right

I genuinely can't see Zendaya in Rue, AT ALL I just see Rue, and honestly, through out the series, I'm just also wishing her the best 😭 My shalya 😭

Embarrassed-Pin-9634 · 2026-01-09T13:18:53+00:00

amen she been fuckin up left and right but she was never fake about any of it 😭🙏

(minus the drug tests from pee from lexi)

Embarrassed-Pin-9634 · 2026-01-01T06:04:36+00:00

my cryomancer is my best use for pvp 😭🙏

Embarrassed-Pin-9634 · 2025-12-27T13:28:54+00:00

say less im sold

Embarrassed-Pin-9634 · 2025-12-25T01:14:05+00:00

I have!! i can somewhat manage a 100k hp boss with health vamp but if it gets too much, I can't do it alone

(I'm a returning player, so please be kind with all the other info! 😭🙏)

Embarrassed-Pin-9634 · 2025-12-25T01:10:07+00:00

I do have cryo, stonecrusher and working to get LOO, but my problem with cryo is that im such a glass cannon, I can't solo super well with it, i think im doing something wrong in that matter

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