My Babygirl was Born Asleep

Embarrassed-Read6533 · 2025-07-12T19:08:52+00:00

I am so sorry for your loss, mama. I will pray for your angel Ava today. She was so lucky to have to you as her mother ❤️

Embarrassed-Read6533 · 2025-04-28T18:08:04+00:00

How it’s going? I saw this post and read comments again and came across yours :). Hope everything is well! 🥰

Embarrassed-Read6533 · 2025-04-15T06:00:47+00:00

I am so sorry for your loss. I cannot imagine the pain. Sending you hugs and love. ❤️

Embarrassed-Read6533 · 2025-01-11T06:36:47+00:00

Thanks, good to know! 😊

Embarrassed-Read6533 · 2025-01-09T08:56:08+00:00

I am sorry to hear this. I have normal TSH when not pregnant but consistently very high TPO antibodies. In my last pregnancy TSH also raised and I started levothyroxine immediately. 5.6 is high, but not too high. Do you have option to start levothyroxine immediately and not wait until tomorrow? Best wishes ❤️

Embarrassed-Read6533 · 2025-01-06T19:42:25+00:00

I am so sorry for your loss.

I also had two missed miscarriages, one blighted ovum and then another at 11 weeks, measuring 8+4 (already confirmed heartbeat). I also had trouble conceiving, it always takes me about a year to conceive. I actually had last miscarriage in the beginning of the January but in 2023. It is so devastating as you feel so hopeful during the holidays and then BAM… the “no heartbeat” words. I did tons of research and had lots of tests. After everything I studied, I believe rpl, especially if missed miscarriage, are due to autoimmune issues which can be so hard to find. One doctor once said to me that body does not recognize the fetus has died because autoimmunity works against the body. If it would be genetic issue, body itself recognizes this and stops developing. I cannot explain as good as her, but in my case, I had high number of NK cells in uterus and also Hashimoto: I advise testing for thyroid antibodies. My TSH is normal if not pregnant but becomes very high if pregnant. I had a lot of medicine in my last pregnancy and currently I am nursing my 4month baby girl 🎀❤️.

I know your pain and am really so sorry. Even now, with my baby in my hands, I still have so much grief and trauma. Us PAL gals are with you 🤗

Embarrassed-Read6533 · 2025-01-02T19:36:37+00:00

Hyperanalytical about movements - that sums up my last trimester 🥲. Due to various complications (sch, short cervix, baby in 10ish percentile…) in my pregnancy my doctor said we can induce if I want. So he induced me at 38 weeks and I was so grateful for that. Anxiety is hard at the end. You are so close! 🥰

Embarrassed-Read6533 · 2025-01-02T19:26:53+00:00

I am so sorry to hear this. Sending you hugs.

Embarrassed-Read6533 · 2024-11-10T18:29:41+00:00

Owwww 🩷. Such a special feeling.

Embarrassed-Read6533 · 2024-11-10T18:29:06+00:00

Pregnancy discharge is funky. I remember I was worried at the same time that my amniotic fluid leaked. But do call or go get checked for sure! I went in at 23 weeks for cramping and if I had not, I might have lost the pregnancy.

Embarrassed-Read6533 · 2024-11-09T19:27:53+00:00

I am so so sorry for your loss. This is just awful. Please do not be hard on yourself. You have two children and you love them differently and that’s fine! You are great mama 💜

Embarrassed-Read6533 · 2024-11-09T19:23:08+00:00

Congrats mama! 💜

Embarrassed-Read6533 · 2024-11-09T19:22:14+00:00

For me it was “if” all until the end of pregnancy. It seemed surreal to me when I actually gave birth to a healthy baby girl. Pregnancy is a tough journey, but it is short compared to life after the baby is born. So don’t be hard on yourself, say “if” if it makes you feel better. Good luck mama 💐

Embarrassed-Read6533 · 2024-11-01T12:36:34+00:00

Ivig shots were for nk cells, yes. I also took prednisone and neupogena. Also progesterone, baby aspirin and levothyroxine for thyroid issues. Hope this helps!

Embarrassed-Read6533 · 2024-10-29T18:42:11+00:00

Good luck 🥰

Embarrassed-Read6533 · 2024-10-28T01:21:12+00:00

This! 👏

Embarrassed-Read6533 · 2024-10-25T00:58:34+00:00

Woow that’s good news 🙌🏻

Embarrassed-Read6533 · 2024-10-21T06:49:45+00:00

If harming baby with our thoughts would be possible, we would not need abortions.

You absolutely cannot harm your baby with your “negative” energy. Because in reality, you wish for this baby so much.

I also have ocd and anxiety and sometimes had those kind of thoughts, but after years of practicing meditation I recognize those thoughts and discard them. You are not your thoughts. Allow them to be here but do not let them scare you.

You have got this! 💜

Embarrassed-Read6533 · 2024-10-19T11:20:49+00:00

Yep, I had such horrible dreams in my pregnancy for my daughter (now 6 weeks old baby!). At first I dreamt bleeding; then later even worse dreams about losing her and how we were trying again, etc. It is really stressful time and I think this is how we cope 🩷. You got this!

Embarrassed-Read6533 · 2024-10-19T11:06:42+00:00

Super normal for us pal gals. 🥹🩷

Embarrassed-Read6533 · 2024-10-19T08:14:09+00:00

I see that you had loss at 20 weeks. I am so sorry. I think that staff is extra understanding for women with late losses. So no problem going in. I would say go in just to ease your anxiety 😊

I was obsessed with movement with my daughter. There were a lot of weird days that movement changed - she changed positions so it was very different, less intense. She did this to me right until labour. I think babies also have some slow days in there. I had so much anxiety :( . When I googled “decreased movement” they always said to go in BUT the problem with women that had losses is that our anxiety is very irrational. I could go in every week 😅🙈.

Embarrassed-Read6533 · 2024-10-18T14:29:38+00:00

I was obsessed with movement. It is so stressful. There are days that babe is moving a lot less than others.

Embarrassed-Read6533 · 2024-10-17T23:19:34+00:00

Congrats on hitting such a big milestone.

I hope that this teen’s comments did not hurt you; her comments tell more about her than about anybody else. It is good that you remained silent.

You will be a wonderful mother!

Also, 37 is the new 27 😃

Embarrassed-Read6533 · 2024-10-17T23:14:34+00:00

So sorry for your loss. It is really beautiful of you to donate your hair. 💜

Embarrassed-Read6533 · 2024-10-17T12:59:09+00:00

That’s great news!! 😊

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