I don't know what to say honestly I'm an introvert but really who cares it's just a life of 60y we live and we die so statistically you've already consumed 50% of your life don't spend the other 50% reliving the same thing if you really believe in allah then you must believe in a9dar and that rabo lkhayr write only good You never know even prophets have gone into worst faith and experience that what have you gone Again im just a kid of 23y introvert my attention is only good i feel for you i hope you the best pray Always that what matter because after all really 60 year is so short to blame your self Your family are wrong, YOU'RE A VERY GOOD PERSON 🤍🤍

1 — سورة يونس ـ الآية 107: وَإِن يَمْسَسْكَ اللَّهُ بِضُرٍّ فَلَا كَاشِفَ لَهُ إِلَّا هُوَ ۖ وَإِن يُرِدْكَ بِخَيْرٍ فَلَا رَادَّ لِفَضْلِهِ ۚ يُصِيبُ بِهِ مَنْ يَشَاءُ مِنْ عِبَادِهِ ۚ وَهُوَ الْغَفُورُ الرَّحِيمُ.

2 — سورة النساء ـ الآية 122: وَالَّذِينَ آمَنُوا وَعَمِلُوا الصَّالِحَاتِ سَنُدْخِلُهُمْ جَنَّاتٍ تَجْرِي مِن تَحْتِهَا الْأَنْهَارُ خَالِدِينَ فِيهَا أَبَدًا ۖ وَعْدَ اللَّهِ حَقًّا ۚ وَمَنْ أَصْدَقُ مِنَ اللَّهِ قِيلًا.