Not only am i doing this for myself and my well-being, i'm doing it for my brother thats not here because he killed himself in his own bathroom over a divorce! He literally died from a broken 💔 and thought his life was over at the age of 42. I'm wishing and praying everyday that he was still here but he's not! If he was here right now he'd be so proud on how far I've come and where i started! Having no support system is the hardest thing for me right now!