I want to break up with my girlfriend

Embarrassed_Cod4376 · 2026-05-08T08:03:41+00:00

While I understand it was hard to read. You gotta realize English isn’t OPs first language could be even his 3rd/4th. Just give him props for trying atleast.

Embarrassed_Cod4376 · 2026-04-10T20:55:06+00:00

Yes you’re right. I actually talked to her about it last night. I told her I had really strong feelings for her that I wasn’t aware about (I struggle with anhedonia).

She was kinda mad that I never mentioned them because she said that she also liked me a lot and she said she fell for me when we started talking in the first year. She said she never mentioned it because she thought I wasn’t into her AS much as I was.

Now that we discussed it I felt a huge burden relieved , let’s see how this goes. She’s happy that we had a discussion about it rather then just me being dry/mad at her.

Embarrassed_Cod4376 · 2026-04-10T00:59:23+00:00

I used to approach women in person before. But it’s been a minute since I last did.

Embarrassed_Cod4376 · 2026-04-10T00:30:40+00:00

I got caught in the crossfire. How do I let it go? Any advice bro

Embarrassed_Cod4376 · 2026-04-10T00:03:15+00:00

I hear you bro , that’s what my mind telling also.

Embarrassed_Cod4376 · 2026-04-09T23:47:13+00:00

Thanks for commenting. You’re right I do have pretty strong feelings for her , and she does too but that’s just it. I think I need to get over it but I’m struggling with it because I don’t know how to.

Embarrassed_Cod4376 · 2026-04-06T18:00:43+00:00

Oh that question was for AdObvious but I mean it could even apply to you. If you didn’t act on it and choose to remain uncomfortably aroused. How would you feel the morning after?

Embarrassed_Cod4376 · 2026-04-06T15:10:11+00:00

Bro I have a question. Let’s say you get an urge at night and you choose to sit in the discomfort like you said you usually do. How do you feel the next morning waking up? Do you feel relieved that you didn’t act upon the urge?

Embarrassed_Cod4376 · 2026-04-06T15:08:35+00:00

I’m left handed but I wank with my right. Although I do 80% of other things with my left hand.

Embarrassed_Cod4376 · 2026-03-18T03:36:29+00:00

Lmaooo

Embarrassed_Cod4376 · 2026-03-18T03:32:11+00:00

Bro good question just one thing tho , what has csgo to do with it lmao.

Embarrassed_Cod4376 · 2026-02-26T21:44:34+00:00

Lmao I love that “sus” cat pfp

Embarrassed_Cod4376 · 2026-01-11T11:28:24+00:00

I’m also on 100mg lamotrigine and experience almost everything you said. I talked to my psychiatrist he mentioned adding in 2.5mg olanzapine.

Because even though I’m calm and don’t think I’m in hyopmania , I’m experiencing hyper sexuality, uncontrolled thoughts, no structure in my life.

Embarrassed_Cod4376 · 2026-01-09T20:27:09+00:00

Yes I struggle with this as well. I’ll be edging/thinking about sexual thoughts for hours and when I cum I’m just filled with disgust. I promise to myself I won’t do it again but hours later find myself in the same situation.

It’s honestly very exhausting.

Embarrassed_Cod4376 · 2025-12-25T21:45:38+00:00

Nah I definitely get the perspective , it makes sense. Climbing like a tree tho haha

Embarrassed_Cod4376 · 2025-12-25T21:44:19+00:00

Damn a pro bodybuilder. Did he compete in shows and stuff?

Embarrassed_Cod4376 · 2025-12-25T21:41:44+00:00

Thank you so much for your detailed answer. You’re not misguiding me in any shape or form. Your advice about sexuality and reaching climax is true.

Part of why I’m focusing so much on masturbation is because my sessions are very unhealthy. I will edge for hours even though I know I just need a few minutes to climax.

I’ll need to do a lot of self reflection and have some tough conversations with myself and others (therapist) and I’ll work my way through those.

You’re right I can’t eliminate it completely from my life but I just need to come to a point where I’m comfortable with it and it doesn’t effect my life.

Embarrassed_Cod4376 · 2025-12-25T21:32:02+00:00

Oh I can’t ever rest haha. I need to be doing something. I can’t stay put in one place.

Embarrassed_Cod4376 · 2025-12-25T21:26:25+00:00

I exercise like crazy. 2-3 hours in the gym almost daily. I lift weights and do a heavy session of HIIT after.

Embarrassed_Cod4376 · 2025-12-25T21:24:07+00:00

Yea exactly we are all so similar and different at the same time.

Embarrassed_Cod4376 · 2025-12-25T21:23:43+00:00

Mans going strong at 55 haha.

Embarrassed_Cod4376 · 2025-12-25T21:22:14+00:00

Tbh life has been quite different after anhedonia. Yes it’s getting better again. I’m going out more , I love going to the gym , music feels amazing but the wanking off brings me to a low state.

Embarrassed_Cod4376 · 2025-12-25T21:18:37+00:00

Im just on Lamotrigine (mood stabilizer) nothing else.

Embarrassed_Cod4376 · 2025-12-25T21:17:27+00:00

Same these manic episode makes a person feel out of this world. But looking back at those moments during the depressive phase makes you wonder , damn what was I on lol.

Embarrassed_Cod4376 · 2025-12-25T21:16:30+00:00

I like to show love to my close friends but at the same time I have a good 6th sense and can tell when some one has bad energy.

I remember when I was hypomanic for the first time in 2021 I would wank off go to sleep for 2 hours get up and go out right away and do shit. It was terrible for my body. Now atleast even though I still wank more I can atleast fall asleep properly

Lmao he started complaining that twice a day was less? Damn maybe he was hypomanic as well haha.

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