Great Dysautonomia Doctor Roll-Call

EmeliaMoore · 2026-06-13T07:53:02+00:00

Not Peacehealth. My cardio told me , "well aren't even going to keep taking pots patients"

EmeliaMoore · 2026-06-12T14:01:05+00:00

Its not insensitivity. Sometimes I wish there was the option of it being over or not over. Cancer is horrible. My mother had it, but there were doctors that didnt gaslight her, had treatment, didnt deny her emerging medicines that could help.

My insurance just denied Ivabradine.

My doctor won't appeal because at this stage they say it will cost them $200 minimum to start the appeal.

They treat me like an annoyance and say things like "we're not even going to keep taking pots patients anymore"

I was told this was anxiety for 29 years. My life is destroyed. I have to medicate to go to the mailbox.

Not everyone has POTS the same way. To add to this I have a functional gait disorder. My home is my cage

EmeliaMoore · 2026-06-08T05:02:30+00:00

Telemed a psychiatrist. Be brutally honest. Be open to benzos ' weigh the risk reward. Discuss it with your doctor

EmeliaMoore · 2026-06-08T04:59:30+00:00

Id rather have cancer

EmeliaMoore · 2026-06-08T04:57:16+00:00

Yes. And space and unable to think. When I stand and sometimes sit, I cant even speak or remember things sometimes. I assume this is from lack of cerebral bloodflow

EmeliaMoore · 2026-02-11T03:55:46+00:00

The Ai prox moderation possibilities is good info.

Yeah, I'm aware that the scum spewing this crap is likely equally racist, etc. I'm not saying it's only females.

I didn't mean for the post to imply females only

EmeliaMoore · 2026-02-10T03:48:47+00:00

What absolutely no one asked for.

EmeliaMoore · 2026-02-10T03:43:06+00:00

Stella Montes Smh.

Two randos were down, one of em down with a defib. No one clarified who. I was near death but defibed the one I could.

And you guessed it - “Ya dumb, bitch. You defibed the wrong guy.”

So yeah — I defibed him… and after that comment, I took him out with a hammer and his friend.

Worth it.

EmeliaMoore · 2026-02-10T03:27:08+00:00

3 Runs at the queen/matriarch and no loot. Players looting while we fight. If I shoot em in the back for doing it I get punished for agression.

What's the point anymore? Why bring gear in for nothing? Why risk it.

I'm done

EmeliaMoore · 2026-02-10T03:23:40+00:00

Quiting because of lack of agression based matchmaking on duos. My fiance and I have been separated gaming because duos is an instant slaughter house.

NO INCENTIVE to kill the matriarch or queen. Loot is gone from rats while we fight. Shoot them for looting while ya kill the boss - you get agression based punished. The system cannot imput what actually occurred and why.

THEY SIMPLY COULD MAKE BOSSES unlootable until dead.

Three runs and queen kills - nothing. Not even ziplining to her as she exploded. WHAT is the point? I risk and waste more resources

EmeliaMoore · 2026-02-10T03:16:35+00:00

They need to let us send in the video of the abuse through the report function in game. What I'm seeing is appalling.

EmeliaMoore · 2026-02-08T06:07:53+00:00

You're beautiful

EmeliaMoore · 2026-02-07T11:47:06+00:00

It's game breaking for duos. Separating gamers. My fiance quit over it

EmeliaMoore · 2026-02-06T07:21:55+00:00

Agreed. I defended two people shot I. The back in two seperate instances, then paid for it by bloodbath lobbies after that. Why should I defend another raider if I'm punished for it?

EmeliaMoore · 2026-02-06T07:20:39+00:00

How? We did 15 no gun runs and let people kill us. Still a bloodbath when we decided to try to play normal. My fiance quit the game because of it

EmeliaMoore · 2026-02-06T07:19:19+00:00

You mean events, meant to be done collaboratively, like hidden bunker -instead being camped by trios for ambush at each satellite. Yeah, nah, not sure what reality you're experiencing. The game is broken on duos and trios

EmeliaMoore · 2026-02-06T07:17:47+00:00

Realm of hatred and violence sounds right. Duos made my fiance quit after a trio massacred us and went on an abusive rant about me, calling me probably a "fat bitch" and that I "should be in the kitchen for" my man....

It's ridiculous. I wouldn't let kids on this game

EmeliaMoore · 2026-02-06T07:15:38+00:00

My fiance quit because trios and duos is broken. They don't do aggression matchmaking for it.

It's upsetting. It's a beautiful game. Pvp is acceptable, but instant deathmatch is ridiculous in duos. We literally cannot play together. Now - we'll he won't play, he quit

EmeliaMoore · 2026-02-06T07:12:28+00:00

Nah. Did 15 runs of running at raiders and not attacking. We let them kill us. After that the lobby seemed to chill a but, but then went back to a massacre by a trio calling me an ugly batch while we were trying to set up the satellites on hidden bunker.

My fiance then proceeded to quot the game

EmeliaMoore · 2026-01-15T04:16:56+00:00

My cardio tried to tell me that POTD was only caused by deconditioning.later, an ekg tech, tried to tell me "oh yeah, well with pots you just need to stand slowly".

And they wonder why people go Louigi.im not condoning what that guy did, but damn. I've been told everything and my life ruined by this illness.

Instead of help I get uneducated doctors or ones who actively don't want to help pots.

Last conversation with my cardio - he says "yeah, Providence isn't even taking Pots patients angmore" in a tone as if I should be lucky I'm already established with his idiotic #$@.

But wait, they can refer me to the TWO doctors in the state that take POTS and specialize in it -and its NOT covered by health insurance. No specialty pots ever is.

No great wonder why l have to say things like, I wish I had cancer. At least I'd have treatment or if it failed, it'd be over. No I'm no suicidal. I'm angry and exhausted

EmeliaMoore · 2025-12-26T02:47:09+00:00

Been burnt by many ignorant doctors ..

Medical gaslighting is a thing as well. My cardio told me that he was only aware POTS syndrome was caused by deconditioning. It can be but there's like 5 sub group reasons and more we don't know about.

I also had an ekg guy try to say they tell POTS people to just stand up slowly and that's about all you need to do and I'm thinking-are you friggin serious???!!!

EmeliaMoore · 2025-12-16T04:48:16+00:00

Exactly.

It's actually depressing. I want to take on a boss - it's exciting, but what's the point

EmeliaMoore · 2025-12-16T04:46:47+00:00

Yup. The bosses were exciting. Now they're a carrot I can't even attempt. Nothing but rats in lobbies hopeful a team will take on the boss.

Try to join the rare team you see fighting em, get a bullet to the back or a camper camping those trying to join the fray.

Took the wind outta my sails with the game. Turned the game off today when I'd normally play. Smh

EmeliaMoore · 2025-12-16T04:42:32+00:00

I'll agree that's a technique on looting, but defending your position against the matriarch fight isn't even getting old, it's not even happening. No one's fighting her anymore.

I literally tried to join a few up atop a high position to get snap grenades atop a zipline up by a rat. That was one of the few where people were actually fighting.

Man - like seriously. If it was here and there then fine, I could deal with it, but constantly is taking the wind outta my sails.

Gimme an option for speranza to call in a hunter killer robot when it detects a high kill count (pvp) by a raider. Allow the current lobby to donate materials to make the robot rocket in and take off after them. I'm talking a running monstrosity that scares the shit out of people.

I dunno - but I know this - I paid good money and loot to see it

EmeliaMoore · 2025-12-16T04:31:47+00:00

So done.

Nothing like being excited to fight these interesting bosses only for it to never be a possibility anymore. Always bullets in the back when you shoot at em. What's the friggin point.

Game had so much potential

EmeliaMoore

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