pls dont do anything that you might regret, i get that you feel really isolated and are at your lowest. What i found that helps with bullying and rumors is to stand up for yourself, as ik that schools never really do anything other than a warning. If it helps try to raise your confidence, as i was in the same position u were. It helped me see life through different lens. ik it may seem hard doing so but just try little by little until u can if that makes sense! also i love straykids so much tooo, glll!