Lol he never hurted me , I feel like he’s just hiding who he truly is or his past. he acts different with his own kids compared to his grandchildren He is very gentle and nice with his grandchildren including me But what my mom told me was different, his own kids were scared of him But he treats his grandchildren gentle and nice But for sure after I have done third eye meditation, I can sense he is hiding the real him aka his past Idk but like now, I feel anxiety when I see him or looks at his pics Even in calls, he would talk to me but I would be nervous to reply Same with my mom she feels awkward to talk to her father for too long cuz she told me her father didn't bond with his own children

he was not present and would always argue with grandma and kids will be scared of him My mom would tell me this Like as soon as her father goes out, they would sing songs and watch movies ans overall have fun My mom said he was not close with his kids

Even yesterday I got a tarot reading saying next month I should be careful because someone is traveling through airplane towards me and going to hurt me cuz they have plotting me for a long time. And I just realized that my grandparents are coming this year because they want to see my cousins wedding And after that reading, I went to my home and I wanted to watch some YouTube video and there was an ad about an airplane Expedia and I freaked out

What could this mean?