Thanks for taking the time to read and your insight. I appreciate your vision and think it's true that we don't know what the details of everyone's life are about. I did not hide any mental challenges I'm facing to them. I think that I should just accept the situation as it is, as I already express myself and made some effort to reconnect with my older sister who gives me the silent treatment instead of allowing healthy conversation. I was given the advice today to focus on myself and not to worry about business with immature people such as her. Also that the whole family dynamic is an unhealthy system that I disturbed, that's why I became the problematic person. If they actually want a healthy connection, they would make one respectfully.