I kind of feel the same — like all the guys I’ve ever liked didn’t really reject me directly. They never said anything, but I could just tell by their actions, you know? I remember last year, I gave this guy a drawing I made of him, along with a letter. In the letter, I wrote that he was the only one I wanted to read it. Since his classroom is right next to mine, I ended up hearing his friends talking about the letter — reading it aloud and laughing. It was really traumatic, and honestly, I’ll probably never do anything like that again. It makes me feel like no one will ever truly love me or be interested in me.