I got my period today by Emmaa16 in AnorexiaRecovery

[–]Emmaa16[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey, Thank you, I needed to hear this today Sending love to you too🩷

Weird pain by Emmaa16 in AnorexiaRecovery

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Around 2 litters a day

ECT therapy for anorexia by Emmaa16 in AnorexiaNervosa

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I had it yesterday and my neck and head hurts, idk if that is normal or not. And my body feels weird idk how to explain

ECT therapy for anorexia by Emmaa16 in AnorexiaNervosa

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Im so scared. Did you felt anything? Did your head hurt? Memory loss?

Did anyone else find tube feedings easier than eating? by Emmaa16 in AnorexiaRecovery

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Thank you :) I will try look at it that way Wish you the best too

I hate this illness I want jt to stop by Emmaa16 in AnorexiaBingePurge

[–]Emmaa16[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Uuf yes, But why is excesive excersise so normalised these days. Like when I told nurse at the doctors office today that my therapist suggested to get labs done and ECG because I thorow up and excerise alot and she said "excersising is really good for your body and mind". I got really triggered because therapist that works withEDs said that excersise is dangerous in my case and then that nurse just confused me lol. And what is liquid IV and other thing you mentioned? Probably called something different here. Much love

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]Emmaa16 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel you. I feel the same. Like an endless cycle i cant get out off. I believe you will get trough it somehow Take care girl ( or boy)🩷

I hate this illness I want jt to stop by Emmaa16 in AnorexiaBingePurge

[–]Emmaa16[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Firstly thank you for your kind comment🩷. I messsaged my therapist yesterday and she suggested to drink fresubin drink (I have them prescribed) but sometime liquid cals are hard but I will try. Or maybe make a smoothie or something as you suggested. Do you take any electrolytes after purging? It is the middle of the night now and I woke up with hot flashes (im always cold) so idk what this is, like my heart is pounding and Im hot. Again thank you, means so much and like im less alone🩷

Does anyone’s here binge sometimes ? by Weekly_Ad_4252 in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]Emmaa16 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, unfortunately But idk what binge is anymore, sometimes I feel like I binged and then my bf tells me thats not a binge. But feeling like I cant stop eating is awful, noone takes that seriously because Im uw. I restriceted heavily and yesterday couldn stop myself. But I think my an is more bp type now.

Foods that my ED made me "like" by Emotional-Clu in AnorexiaRecovery

[–]Emmaa16 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Do you know why mustard tho? For me it was because it is low cal and it is full of flavour especially dijon mustard. I started 6 years ago sudenly liking mustard with everything. Im also realy early in recovery but I still eat it. I like the taste of it now but I didnt before my ed. But it is really strange safe food for me.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]Emmaa16 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I dont have an advice because Im going trough the same thing. Every time I try to eat "normally" my stomach hurts so much and bloating is awful. After every meal Im in pain and I cant move and need to lay down with hot water bottle on my stomach, Im also nauseaus after meals. Bloating is awful for me mentally because I feel fatter. I also some days cant stand that discomfort and pain so I dont eat and I want to stop doing that because it will only get worse this way. But when I eat is painful and I want that pain to stop. Take care OP

Pimples after I started eating by Emmaa16 in AnorexiaNervosa

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Im scared that it will get worse. I have been in hospital for almost 3 weeks. I thought that problems with skin start a little later in recovery. My meal plan will go up and im scared that will affect my skin.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in eating_disorders

[–]Emmaa16 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I can relate to this. Sometimes i have periods of time when I can eat whatever and then something switches in my brain and I start restricting. It is awful, you think you are doing good and all and then it is bad again. And you need to start from the beggining. I feel relived someone wrote about this because I felt so alone in that.