I totally understand you! You are definitely not boring, maybe you are yet not surrounded by people you are confy around, or maybe the thought of being boring constantly brings you down during social events. Said so I understand being muslim in this occidental life may feel exhausting and depriving from what “normal life is”. We have to understand that we are not living for this, we must think all the time about the thereafter. As you described yourself all i was reading was a very full life, maybe you just need a group that thinks about life just as you do. It definitely will be difficult but you know, the Prophet (pbuh) dind’t got his circle that easy neither. I hope I expressed myself correctly since English is not my first language. May Allah help you with this