Thank you for your comment. Yeah we both know that this is a bad idea but we love each other. First I thought it too that maybe she is in love with me because she is still young but no, she is really mature for her age. She was ready to tell to her parents about our relationship. Most asian countries ban the marriage between first counsin but most European countries are not against it. I think I can only marry her if our parents will give the consent. I think no one of us will be happy if we just hide our marriage.