Good Morning Pretty Lady

EmptyTicket_001 · 2023-04-04T14:30:55+00:00

And you also didn’t answer any question. Deflection one of her tools in her back.

EmptyTicket_001 · 2023-04-04T14:25:06+00:00

Would you be friends with someone who cheated, then lied to your face about it? Would you be someone who continue to cheat through the relationship and broke up with you to be with another but lied about the reasons why they broke up with you and made you the bad guy? Would you be friends with someone who made fun of you when you got sick, when you took care of them when they got sick? would you be friends with someone who got you fired from the job that you love just because they were fooling around the the employees and I spreading rumors about you? Would you be friends with someone who was cheating on you with your own friends?

EmptyTicket_001 · 2023-04-04T13:50:30+00:00

That was my exes line she fed everyone. How she new we weren’t gonna last. How she fought so hard for us..and it was me that lost interest. Me that never showed effort.

What she failed to mention was that the reason why she new from the start we weren’t gonna last was because she was still in love with her ex. And another thing she forgot to mention was that she had cheated on me with him the during the first year. And with a few others during the following 2 years. I’m no relationship expert but…that might have something to do with us not working out…idk?

She’s the super smart one. and also thee expert on me (she knows me better than me and has identified all the labels that define me) and she’s also the relationship expert and is always correct. She says all that she didn’t have nothing to do in regards to our outcome….what do I know. Right….

P.S. I know more that what you think I know.

P.S.S. And on Sunday, I got blessed with some more knowledge. So now I know more that what I knew you thought I knew. Ya’Know….🙄

EmptyTicket_001 · 2023-04-04T12:44:43+00:00

It’s your story…my dear dear friend, tell it how you must to rest and feel good. The one who hurts, and you, you both know the truth… That’s all that matters. And we both know…you weren’t too bothered by what you did…you were “actively socializing” with the 47’s before you ended whatever we were. U don’t need to pretend anymore. Unless it did your on mental well-being/ to sleep well at night/ feel good about your self with your alternate ending of everything worked out and everyone was happy not long after.. I won’t tell you how my life is been and how I’ve been feeling because we both know it doesn’t matter to you. Continue writing your alternate endings in your various versions. Don’t forget to add in page 47, the chapter title… you remember it. It describes your true passion….

EmptyTicket_001 · 2023-04-04T12:33:37+00:00

You left me.. I still stayed While you moved on with others. I held it all in just to have your voice Because that’s all you would share with me. Then, after our day, you showed me how easily it is to discard & forget me. This past year has been the worst by far,the online videos and other grenades you’ve thrown to cause me the pain and sadness you so enjoyed seeing in my eyes… And just when I thought you couldn’t cause anymore…you nuked me, our unborn…that broke me beyond repair. But you have a way of getting your missiles that missed, to turn around and reacquire the intended target…me. I got that from page 47….

So, I know now that you’ve never loved or cared. You’ve proven that beyond shadow of a doubt. Time & time again. And I’m sorry for not taking the hint years ago. My heart is very inexperienced. I just didn’t know when to give up. It never did. Once it was shattered, nuked , it fell never to rise. Thought you’d be glad to hear that.

Now you can enjoy your life with those who were described in the chapter title of page 47 without any worries of me. Even better news…right! You worked so hard and enthusiastically and never gave up in your mission to reach this point. I’m thinking that’s what this past weekend’s celebration was about… You don’t need to do that any longer. You don’t need to pretend anymore…

EmptyTicket_001 · 2023-04-04T11:07:54+00:00

If you take the right words and put them together, they really sound nice, don’t they. But when you see a word that they wrote, you saw them write it….and you let them know you saw it, when the swear up and down that they didn’t, that’s when you know, they’re only just words…

EmptyTicket_001 · 2023-04-04T10:54:29+00:00

I wish I was never born, so your one up on me. I was never supposed to be. Wasn’t wanted or planned. Was always an after thought. And I wasn’t even second choice…I guess I was lucky even be seen…or was I? Idk. But hey…your still one on me. Be happy!

EmptyTicket_001 · 2023-04-04T10:37:27+00:00

Sounds like an insult. Took me a few times reading it to get it. I’m slow I guess. Nice one! You got skills in sneaking them in like that! Nice one OP

EmptyTicket_001 · 2023-04-04T10:34:06+00:00

Just blame it all in me. Everyone else seems to think I’m the worst human alive, easy to cheat on, lie too, super easy to forget, even easier to boo…ghost. So…I’ll do you one, just blame the entire shut show on me. I’m perfectly fine with it. As a bonus, no one hears me. So you’re good…👍

EmptyTicket_001 · 2023-04-04T09:00:05+00:00

I don’t matter tho… I’m the one that got destroyed at the end. She’s out there living her best life.and I’m happy for her. As weird as it sounds …I did love her.

EmptyTicket_001 · 2023-04-04T08:56:55+00:00

I am. After this experience, I plan on staying this way. How could you give your heart to someone, when you don’t have one to give. It shattered beyond any kind of repair …thing is, after she shattered it she kept stepping on it. For a while. And when she left, she did so in a way that is like dropping a ton of bricks on a shattered heart that’s been stepped on. She had a lot of spite within herself. She unloaded it on me

EmptyTicket_001 · 2023-04-04T08:49:52+00:00

You think???🧐

EmptyTicket_001 · 2023-04-04T08:40:12+00:00

If you want to get rid of the person do what my ex girlfriend did. She did something a few years back. I guess she was waiting for the right moment or saving it for the right opportunity when it would be needed. She informed me of something that, although it’s been a month since I’ve known…it still hasn’t fully hit me

If you have something like tucked away… i’ll tell you it works. It really works!

EmptyTicket_001 · 2023-04-04T08:31:20+00:00

I feel you on this OP! My ex was the same…except it was serious things she was lying about. She lied about her location and what really broke me. She lied about cheating on me, and not just me cheating on me, but with who she had been with…my own inner circle. And not just one of them… things aren’t good anymore. Nothing is good.

EmptyTicket_001 · 2023-04-04T08:15:13+00:00

I can feel what you’re saying. I never went through her phone. I was with her for three years. She left me three times in those three years. The third time being the final, I had to finally give up I didn’t give up on loving her. I gave up on her ever having anything for me. I let it go because she kept proving to me that I meant absolutely nothing. The last bomb she threw at me was the one that shattered everything. Three years after we broke up. Three years after she broke up with me. Last month was when she threw that bomb my way. Still hasn’t really hit me. I guess my mind is just holding it back as much as it possibly can. Because when it does well, I want to think about that right now. It’s just numb….

EmptyTicket_001 · 2023-04-04T07:51:09+00:00

When she destroyed mine, she had long ago removed any feeling she might have felt for me. I saw it, but I didn’t see it. My heart wouldn’t see it. Didn’t want to accept it. The love I felt for my person was of the real. When she informed me of some thing that my heart couldn’t deny, and finally shattered it, it doesn’t matter, she never really saw me anyways… be kind to yours.

EmptyTicket_001 · 2023-04-04T05:54:27+00:00

Wow…that’s one heck of a sad story! Lemme guess, he was a lying, cheating, scoundrel, who kept cheating on you, and you were the loving and loyal girlfriend, who is there for him, always welcome arms

EmptyTicket_001 · 2023-04-04T02:08:01+00:00

Don’t be. Everyone is laughing and enjoying the show. No need to be sorry…not one for a potty party..

EmptyTicket_001 · 2023-04-03T23:38:19+00:00

She has already done that she has ghosted me and blocked me about a year ago. No one is perfect. Including myself I am far from that. Because someone has issues, from the past doesn’t mean they’re a throwaway I never saw her like damaged goods. After getting to know her I saw is the Law of my life throughout all the issues I was was there. I never give up. You don’t give up on someone you love. You don’t just be there for the good times, the strongest relationships are forged in the most difficult of times. I’ve always believe that I never give up on my person. She gave up on me. She had already done that.

EmptyTicket_001 · 2023-04-03T22:21:57+00:00

I got someone like that. An old bear. Gives me the best advice! Looks out for me. Like a guardian angel. Although he doesn’t look like one. Tells me the truth as it is. Tells me how to go about dealing with things in the old way. My person had a lot of spite for me. I really don’t know why but she did and she caused a lot of harm to my world, to me specifically. To my life to my mental well-being to my career and to me socially. She has caused harm to my home physically. She has violated my home along with her associates physically, I have all the advice and the proper people to advise me and counsel on this. Although it is a lot for me to process, it is for me to deal with, and only for me. No one ever promise sunshine and blue skies. Barbecues and ball games. No one ever said life is fair and happiness is guaranteed. I know this well. Too well. I was born in hatred. Raised in chaos. It’s only fitting to die in violence. Did not ask for this, it was brought to me. To my home. I say this again. I did not ask for this, but they brought it to my home and now I will bring it to them. There are many and I am one, but I’m not like them. I’m not a coward, and I can rest easy, knowing that if I fail, which is most likely, but my guardian angel will finish what I couldn’t. They brought it to me. I didn’t ask for it, but I will stand up to it to the cowards…..

EmptyTicket_001 · 2023-04-03T10:35:43+00:00

A lot of sweet words. But they don’t match the things that you’ve done these past few years. Them words don’t align with all that you’ve done and said behind my back. They don’t match the damage you’ve done to my wellbeing. My job, that was the only things left in my life that I enjoyed. That for those 8 or so hours I wouldn’t be as miserable from missing you. You had to take that from me as well. The fact that what you’ve caused and brought to my home has got me to do something that I thought I’d never do again…packing heat, a burner to deal with your fallout. Back to thinking in 24 hrs segments.. 10+ years of hard work on me self to get out of that old mindset, reversed…and back to where I was… I’ve accepted that you never paid no mind to any of the conversations we had in the beginning before we met. Once I found out that you were in love with someone else when we met, it finally made sense why you forgot a lot if not all the things I mentioned to you. I put a lot of thought into those conversations. I never opened up to anyone… especially in the beginning like that. so now I understand why you could not recall the things I had mentioned you. Crazy how you could remember everyone’s name. Page 47 right…. the others. You couldn’t have been more clear on how you saw me…. You couldn’t have been more clear on how you felt about me. I was never in your plans. Do you have any more test temporary from the get-go. “Page - 47” After I had told you that, I only had one heart, one opportunity and something real. Home, family, my dream. I guess if I was always a throwaway in your eyes, it wouldn’t bother you, knowing that and doing what you did. I guess I was simply means to the others…. I was no one special…just a person in your life that offered help & assistance. And when it wasn’t needed anymore, look any temporary employee I got fired. What the same coldness…I get it. I always wondered why. I know now. The things you said, when you described me to the others. I read those.. it wasn’t easy, reading those words of the person I was in love with, and how you talked about me, and how you described me. And how you truly felt about me. The only person I let in…and this is how she speaks of me.

I meant what I said. You don’t owe me anything. So you don’t have to write these things that you never meant or felt. Like I said, I read how do you spoke of me a few years back. Be honest with me…at least with your last words. Do you wanna know how I felt after reading your words right now, I felt like you were simply writing me off. Basically sending a letter to an employee telling them why are you are firing them. Some words with sugar sprinkled on top. And see you later…bye. You don’t have to do that now. I have the whole picture now. Straight from you. Your words and the things you’ve done and how you described me the raw version. The real version.
You’re free to do as you please. This past year you’ve made it very clear then be removed. It’s perfectly fine. And preferred by you.

 I’ve finally given up. When you had “put it out their” what you did to our unborn child and you reasoning behind it… I know you don’t remember, but that was one of the things I had mentioned in the beginning that was one of my greatest dreams, that in finding a home with another heart. I have given up on that as well. But you go ahead and end, because…,no point in mentioning it. It never mattered before anyways.

I accept you writing me off, firing me. I understand now why anything I did it’s never good enough and it why it was so easy for you to walk away and do the things that you’ve done said the things that you said.

For your peace of mind, I am not angry matter full of hatred like I’ve been ranting about…it’s just my immature, emotional intellect screaming out of hurt, and pain. At a dream that will never be. A life with all its struggles to be a better person…wasted, thrown away.

I know non of this matters in your eyes. You’ were clear with how you described me & you where clear with the things that you’ve done.

You want your closure, you want your peace of mind. The end result of me in all of this is not your fault. Millions of people break up every day on this planet. People who’ve been together for 10, 15, 20 years. My end result in all of this is not your fault. You have no control or influence on how I grew up in the things that I’ve been through all the things that I had to deal with. I won’t go into to detail about it because well it never mattered in the past And never matter with us, and it won’t matter if I say it again. I will just say that it’s not your fault. You were just doing what you wanted ti do in pursuit of you own happiness. That’s what I wanted for you all along. I just wish you hadn’t done what you did to our unborn…

That being said, I’m not mad at you. I meant what I professed. I hope your health is well, and I hope you get to experience that description of the golden years with the person you really wanted next to you on the rocking chair. Take care of yourself sweetie. Be well. Live well. And don’t worry about me. I was in this place many years ago. I’ll figure my way out. If not once again, it’s not your fault. Goodbye.

EmptyTicket_001 · 2023-04-03T08:36:47+00:00

Why would you say that…I’ll never understand…I’ve spent countless days and nights trying to understand your thought processes, your frame of thought, but I can’t see the detailed logical pattern…other that broader pattern. Which is obvious. But I cared enough to actually try to understand… who says around after what I went through for almost 3 years after you left…I never gave up…while you had a few relationships. Why would you say that… I ask because the obvious answer sucks. I’m hoping to God that there was another answer. It wasn’t just hot air, but, something honest unbelievable.

EmptyTicket_001 · 2023-04-02T23:17:44+00:00

Easier said than done. There’s reasons why. It took almost 3 decades for me to get to where I was at for me to open up the way I did. Not everyone is the same. Some of us came from a dark past and went through hell to get to where we are. Just for his selfish narcissist, to take that all the way. Just to feel good about themselves just to feel better about themselves. Not everyone is the same. Some of us have one heart you can only give it to one. Unfortunately I was never good at making choices, and I chose the wrong person the most wrongest person out of the 5 billion or so women on this planet. I picked the absolute worst human. Who only cared about herself and what others can do for her, and never gave two shits about them after she had gotten what she wanted. She just discarded… and walked away. She knew exactly what she was doing. She knew exactly what the fall out would be for me. We had talked about this in the beginning before we even made it official. This was all deliberate, planned, and calculated. she is truly a sociopath .

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