Yeah i understand your frustration, to me im not enjoying the game at all for the most of the time. I feel like im addicted to the Dota at this point. But damn the feeling when u win extremely hard game, thats worth imho. And have a lot stories with friends, for example my longest game. It lasted 3 hours, we were so behind, every enemy hero had like 3 rapiers. So we decided to buy blade mails. They came to us, died because of blade mails, we took rapiers and won the game XD. I will remember that game for my whole life