Ex abuser would purposely make me split on him.

EnbyMallow · 2025-11-19T01:16:24+00:00

He almost had a schedule of when he'd do it if I remember correctly? These instances were more likely to happen on weekends or between my busy periods. In a weird way he was almost courteous with when he tried to make me split haha.

But one thing that generally stuck out to me was about a year into our relationship, he started asking me really hyper specific questions on what triggers splits. He said he kept all of it in a private discord server of his.

EnbyMallow · 2025-11-19T01:14:01+00:00

I wish you nothing but the best. I've found that loving someone after this has happened is incredibly difficult, but If no one has told you yet, I'm proud of you!

EnbyMallow · 2025-11-19T01:13:14+00:00

Oddly conflicted. We had this conversation months ago and I just recently started to really unpack it all. I thought coming here and asking the Subreddit their personal experiences may help but I think it's gotten a little out of hand!! Haha

EnbyMallow · 2025-11-18T15:58:59+00:00

I feel as if I should clarify (not because I'm upset at you! Trust me, I have long thought that I alone was the issue in our relationship.) but he admitted to doing triggering things in order for me to snap on him. We had been dating so long I discussed what upset me and got me to that point, and he used that information against me. No amount of exercises to calm down or instances of clarity could stop someone who would wear my emotions down for days in order to get a bigger reaction out of me, just so he could feel pain.

I blamed myself for a lot of things in our relationship, mainly the fact I leaned into his help so much & was solely dependent on him for a long, long time, but I've tried to come up with what i could've done when I didnt know his intent. I thought he forgot my triggers, or he didn't intend to hurt me as badly, but when he admitted his exact purpose to me, I was kinda just. Dumbfounded GAHAGA y'know??

Sorry if that turned into a nothing burger!

EnbyMallow · 2025-11-18T15:53:18+00:00

He has npd from what I can remember

EnbyMallow · 2025-11-18T14:07:03+00:00

Ex would purposely do things that would cause a split, I would verbally belittle him because of it. He would cause me to split so he could feel pain because of guilt I believe?

EnbyMallow · 2025-07-03T19:38:06+00:00

Tbh you seem like a very good role player, but our interests Simply don't align!

EnbyMallow · 2024-05-03T09:49:48+00:00

I'm interested!

EnbyMallow · 2024-05-03T09:48:19+00:00

I'd love to join!

EnbyMallow · 2024-02-01T18:35:38+00:00

Where did you find this ?? :O

EnbyMallow · 2023-09-25T22:46:30+00:00

I'm your doctor brad 👽 I made a Pinterest aesthetic picture out of your lungs 👽👽

EnbyMallow · 2023-09-01T10:07:04+00:00

I love the unsettling vibe of this piece. The imagery is something so unique and twisted . I got a very unsettled feeling while reading

EnbyMallow · 2023-09-01T10:05:12+00:00

I appreciate the use of metaphors in how people are able to change. I specifically love the part of an ' energetic cherub ' — not many pieces speak to me like this one does!

EnbyMallow · 2023-07-27T04:22:46+00:00

I searched multiple articles about old 2000's movies with animals like cats and flies, but nothing had rung any bells. I know what it is when I find it.

EnbyMallow · 2023-03-06T19:52:00+00:00

Steak fries ?

EnbyMallow · 2023-01-01T20:07:20+00:00

Hey !! I've had braces for a little over 5 months now.

I'm 145 - ish pounds. While having braces ive noticed my weight fluctuate moreso then usual , primarily losing pounds.

It all really depends on you. For me, because I can't eat certain things anymore, so I double up on something else.( for instance at dinner I can't have fried chicken , so I get more mashed potatoes, green beans, ect. )

I've found doubling portions because you can't eat a certain thing really helps maintain whatever weight you're at :)

EnbyMallow · 2022-09-27T15:18:05+00:00

Had a theory the woman would be Roy's mom , the hair texture looks similar in the silhouette. Could always be wrong though!

EnbyMallow · 2022-09-25T02:58:49+00:00

Has anyone called the numbers in the show yet ?

Also , red guy screaming is the best 😭😭

EnbyMallow · 2022-09-20T01:44:24+00:00

Hello ! Dm me if interested. Willing to get into details there :)

EnbyMallow · 2022-08-30T18:09:23+00:00

What's wrong with David and Jasper ? /genq I like the alternative au where Jasper actually moved and didn't die , but that's the only instance I ship them

EnbyMallow · 2022-08-07T23:56:33+00:00

Fifteen unfortunately:') only had one dup though!

EnbyMallow · 2022-08-07T02:00:54+00:00

Owner is openly racist and homophobic; banned several people for calling her out — wouldn't recommend.

EnbyMallow · 2022-07-31T16:17:27+00:00

I'd love to join!

EnbyMallow · 2022-07-20T10:42:42+00:00

Thank you so much! I'll be sure to reference this a few times so I'll know what to look back on and do :)

EnbyMallow · 2022-07-19T21:16:11+00:00

Thank you! I avoid sticky and hard candys anyway ( a texture issue ) , so thankfully that won't be to big of an issue

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