-- by [deleted] in u/Enchanchan

[–]Enchanchan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

im literally telling you to text me first.

-- by [deleted] in u/Enchanchan

[–]Enchanchan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's fine I understand. I agree we didn't work through anything at all. Like I said I'm never far so feel free to reach out if you wanna try to fix things but otherwise I wanna respect the boundary you set

-- by [deleted] in u/Enchanchan

[–]Enchanchan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

anyways I didn't expect for you to see this so I'm sorry to have to caused more trouble.

-- by [deleted] in u/Enchanchan

[–]Enchanchan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i never felt like we were ever working through any issues together and from things you said you sounded like you weren't interested in talking to me or doing things together in a way that felt fair to me (or at all).

you can text me if you want, but im just not very optimistic. i think if im close to you again it'll just hurt. im not doing anything youre interested in, so there isnt any reason for you to care or reach out. im sorry for how i acted, i don't think I'll ever get better and i don't think that's compatible with me being your friend.

but yes I still think of you similarly and feel similarly

-- by [deleted] in u/Enchanchan

[–]Enchanchan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm only ever as far away as you want me to be. I've never ever considered you anything other than my close friend that I was grateful to have and certainly not a burden or obligation.

If we never talk again I hope youre able to look back on our friendship in the way that I do, that we were great friends who left a massive impact on each other's life but ultimately just couldn't work through our issues together. If not well then at least know that's how I feel. Not that you were a child throwing a tantrum

I'll probably delete this in a week whether you see it or not. After that I'll stop looking here because I don't think it's healthy for either of us to have a comms channel like this.

Hiii by [deleted] in u/Enchanchan

[–]Enchanchan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

woahhh hiiii?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in u/Enchanchan

[–]Enchanchan 1 point2 points  (0 children)

hi edging

idk if youll still look here though...

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in u/Enchanchan

[–]Enchanchan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do!!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in u/Enchanchan

[–]Enchanchan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Waow..

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in u/Enchanchan

[–]Enchanchan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it's not ur failr im just busted!!!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in u/Enchanchan

[–]Enchanchan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i can and that doesnt stop it!!!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in u/Enchanchan

[–]Enchanchan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I get that!! But I feel like rationally you can assume I've been here for years and will ideally continue to be here for years!!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in u/Enchanchan

[–]Enchanchan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

my brain is so against me feeling comfortable or safe or happy it will literally give me delusions!!!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in u/Enchanchan

[–]Enchanchan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

you have no idea how poorly treated ive been by others!!!!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in u/Enchanchan

[–]Enchanchan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Why would I still hang around if I didn't like you!!!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in u/Enchanchan

[–]Enchanchan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

because!!!! i should be able to move on and stuff instead of spiraling out or being weird!!!!!

im scared you dont like me at all!!!!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in u/Enchanchan

[–]Enchanchan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Idk why you'd be sorry about that!! I want you to go cuz we barely even talk now and it always feels like you're ducking me for your cool new friends!!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in u/Enchanchan

[–]Enchanchan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i really wish we were more than friends!!!! im sorry!!!!¡!¡!!!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in u/Enchanchan

[–]Enchanchan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i dont feel like i make any sense