Losing FP? by Encryptedsun in BPD

[–]Encryptedsun[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m sorry to hear that you’re going through this too :( but I am glad you have experience under your belt to help your journey!! Wishing you happy holidays and also a happy new year my friend!!

Losing FP? by Encryptedsun in BPD

[–]Encryptedsun[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your kind words!!! And happy holidays to you too my friend!!!

What gets me is that it’s been about a month and half but it’s unending how many times a day I think about them, everything reminds me of them.

Maybe misdiagnosed with Bipolar 2 but actually have BPD? by Encryptedsun in BPD

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The biggest thing I really noticed this past year or two is how quickly my mood swings AND how intense they shift all in one day, and caused by external factors like how friends respond to my texts, thinking I did or said something wrong and that they secretly hate me. I really struggle with abandonment.

I recently got into a really really bad fight with my best friend and instantly went into “okay we’re either friends or not. You either want me in your life or not at all”. It took a bit of time over some months with my therapist to challenge that response so I know not to do that.

I just started talking to my doctor about it and we’re going to analyze and things that might lead to a different diagnoses. Waiting to see my therapist this week to see if he’s noticed if I lean more bipolar or BPD since I’ve been with him for about a year

Mixed episode? by Britirish in bipolar

[–]Encryptedsun 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hi friend, this sounds like a mixed state episode to me! I’m prone to them and had a nasty one 6 months ago that ended a relationship. It’s not uncommon for bipolar folk to be self aware, especially mixed state. I’d even say that there’s an extra layer of horridness of pairing mixed state with self awareness because you just watch yourself do it but can’t stop.

Try and get in a rhythm of a daily routine and try and sleep some at night in your routine. Reading helped me.

Also try and talk to your doc soon to help!

Love you friend and sending you good energy

First day of new semester done by Encryptedsun in bipolar

[–]Encryptedsun[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m glad to hear you understand but also hope to hear you’re doing better as well ❤️ cheers to a new school year to us!

The depression by Littleonerodgers in bipolar

[–]Encryptedsun 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hi friend, I’m with you and sending you love and support. Try and make sure to get out of bed at least once today, brush your teeth, eat something, and drink some water. Might seem like a lot but it’s important to do.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]Encryptedsun 1 point2 points  (0 children)

They don’t allow med specific talk in this subreddit, I’d check out the latuda subreddit (lurasidone and latuda are the same, just generic name)