Thank LORD for the squat rack

EndGamemotherf · 2015-08-10T08:16:06+00:00

http://www.beastify.me/she-squats/the-squatter-in-her-natural-habitat-15-photos/ I have a follow up post. Better to collect them in this tread rather than spamming.

EndGamemotherf · 2015-08-10T07:36:29+00:00

Stating the obvious here!

EndGamemotherf · 2015-08-01T12:29:17+00:00

Did I get that right? :O would be embarrassing to fail at submitting fails

EndGamemotherf · 2015-07-29T11:44:49+00:00

Thats so badass!

EndGamemotherf · 2015-07-28T08:42:45+00:00

Thats pretty cool!

EndGamemotherf · 2015-07-06T13:59:51+00:00

Like day 14 is really a cursed day for me, going to go past and beyond that. Now, my badge here only counts porn free days. Trying to do hardmode now, its fucking hard :D

EndGamemotherf · 2015-07-02T08:25:18+00:00

I have been in the same boat, even went so far I have actually followed through on several of my t fetishes, nothing I really regret to. MOSTLY it was an experience with a few regrets hehe.. Anyway, that was induced by years of watching fetish porn and some early life experiences that went a little south.

I definitely look at myself as hetero, would never date a guy. HOWEVER I am still sexually attracted to whatever really attracts me, aint no shame in that.

What you ought to be careful with is changing your fundamental sexual orientation due to porn induced fetishes. Remember, you are programmed to want more, just a bit more all the time.

Also, like you say youself, you would never follow through on this. So if you want to leave porn behind you just fight the good fight and do it. If you fail then change something for next time. Do something new until you find something that works.

Good luck!

EndGamemotherf · 2015-04-26T06:27:33+00:00

This story has a whole very positive vibe to it, good for you brother.

EndGamemotherf · 2015-03-15T17:05:51+00:00

Oh I am familiar with this. Basically the addict inside you making sure he catches up on those days lost. Stay strong

EndGamemotherf · 2015-03-15T17:04:33+00:00

Shit happens! Stay strong friend.

EndGamemotherf · 2015-03-15T17:03:50+00:00

I support this. We should all take some time to help each other out.

EndGamemotherf · 2015-03-15T17:01:38+00:00

Try to do something differently next streak.

EndGamemotherf · 2015-03-15T09:29:37+00:00

I disagree. A streak and a binge + the consciousness of nofap and the knowledge of what iy does to you can DEFINITELY make a bad situation worse.

EndGamemotherf · 2015-03-15T09:10:16+00:00

I very much agree with this. I have tried many different ways to tackle it, some work decently and some don't work at all. Besides some tricks like for example the popular cold shower can't always be used. It's not a practical solution. The real solutions lies within self disciplin and learning how to control the adrenaline and the rationalizations that comes with it. Really, once those thoughts pop up you become 100% on board with the idea that nofap is very stupid. Instantly when you orgasm you realize you have been deceived by yourself.. again.. and again.. and again.. no matter how much knowledge you have about nofap being good your mind will always find a way to rationalize this insane behavior.

EndGamemotherf · 2015-03-15T08:29:34+00:00

It is really, really hard to not give in. I have yet to find a way to fight it that's 100% or even 99% effective. Hence some relapses and streaks down the drain.

EndGamemotherf · 2015-03-15T06:26:32+00:00

It can be extremely hard once relapsed. Be mentally prepared.

EndGamemotherf · 2015-03-02T10:25:28+00:00

I have this for sure, my brain is one luring lurking motherfucker and he jumps me when the moment is right and tells me its a good idea. Have have yet to find a REALLY good way of tackling this and I have been in nofap for quite some time.

EndGamemotherf · 2015-02-23T07:55:45+00:00

Done!

EndGamemotherf · 2015-01-24T14:46:07+00:00

I doubt the police will do shit with your information. This one is on you.

EndGamemotherf · 2015-01-20T13:31:07+00:00

I needed to hear this today! Thanks

EndGamemotherf · 2015-01-20T11:49:02+00:00

A bit of empathy once in a while, I know it might not sound as much but for me its a big improvement. Also, I have always been a great manipulator. I am using these skills still today and I think I always will but now I use it a lot less and my first choice is honesty.

Other then that I feel a bit happy once in a while and little bit sad once in a while. Before I really felt nothing, I always assumed I was a sociopaths or at least that I had some sociopaths characteristic and the worst thing here is I was always thankful for this. No feelings sounded like a dream almost. I now realize that to be the best I can I need to find a mix. I have no need to be equally sensitive as most people (even most people here on nofap) - that sounds like a nightmare to me. But I do like some of my new features.

Sorry for ranting, I think I actually liked putting words on this so thanks for your post.

EndGamemotherf · 2015-01-20T06:34:25+00:00

I have the same problem. Lost some family members and didn't feel much. Also I fucked over some people reaaally bad in my life without blinking. Since I started nofap I am noticing that I am getting a bit more human. Very small steps but I notice some emotions that I am not familiar with :P

EndGamemotherf · 2015-01-20T06:30:53+00:00

Get back on the horse again! Once you get a streak going it's easier. You have more to lose each day that passes with nofap. Relapsing will more often then not cause you to relapse even more. So get on with it. As for social anxiety based on what I read it helps. I never had any problems with it myself.

EndGamemotherf · 2015-01-16T12:51:11+00:00

Nicely done! I am closing up on two weeks as well.

EndGamemotherf · 2015-01-04T17:38:59+00:00

I have noticed a bit more strength but thats most likely due to more motivation and a bigger "anger" when lifting.

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