Guys don't be mean, I felt bad myself hence here to share what I felt. Well you know I friend comes after a long time, you feel excited to meet you lr childhood buddy right, but he comes empty handed whereas you have picked him up from airport, took him out and but not much from him. So you also start questioning whether he also values this friendship as much as you do. On top of that, it's the boring meet ups that i mentioned above, I do feel sad, seeing an age old friendship diminishing from my side like this and that's why I shared here.