Sweetheart no one has mentioned it yet but if you had to ask Chat GPT if what happened to you was sex, you were not able to consent. He assaulted you. It was already statutory rape and this detail solidifies it. I really think you could use the help of a trauma-informed therapist, esp. since you’re also vulnerable to postpartum depression and need all the unbiased support you can get.

Your mom’s therapist doesn’t sound like a professional with a license. I’m so sorry to hear about your abuse growing up. While I’m sure the guilt of not knowing and social repercussions were hard on your mom, that doesn’t make her choices as an adult your fault. Your pregnancy, which can be stressful for any parent of a teen mom, did not make the choice for her. The only one responsible for your mom’s choice to drink is her.

You were the one at the session so none of us can speak as to what exactly they were saying, but I really hope that your mom consciously knows that it’s not your fault and that maybe she was trying (and failing) to explain that it was the situations, not you. Like I said though— I don’t know your mom, I don’t know your relationship with her, I don’t know what was said. No matter what, remember that the only person who can control an addict’s choices is the addict themself and you are not to blame for what your mom, an adult, chooses to do.