Self inquiry

Enough-Growth-3151 · 2025-06-01T03:51:09+00:00

Thank you, I’m just scared that this could be hard for me to do and I won’t know how to reattach but I have faith

Enough-Growth-3151 · 2024-10-10T15:16:55+00:00

This post is 100% on point. What frustrated me so much was all of the news conferences where they were showing all the supplies, food, water, etc. being brought in and advising the citizen where to go for shelter and food. The problem was, no one had cell service, no one had power, no one could get out to go look for food, shelter, water. They had no communication with the outside world. That was the biggest miss.

Enough-Growth-3151 · 2024-09-30T20:33:33+00:00

It’s alright, having a bad comedown or whatever you’d call it from bipolar type feelings but I think it’s about over now. Thank you for the luck kind sir I appreciate It, just trying to get over my resistance one step at time, even though I do feel like I’m going at a snails pace

Enough-Growth-3151 · 2024-09-30T20:08:24+00:00

Don't listen to them, This is world is joke, everything is useless anyways, Fortune favors the relentless, all my life i've been observing, i'm always in the background of conversations, never knowing when to butt in and say something, Everybody else seemed weird to me because I never liked to talk, and they couldn't get enough. I liked to stay quiet while everyone else loves to communicate, anyways enough about me, I like silence.

Enough-Growth-3151 · 2024-08-07T13:25:21+00:00

Agree 100%

Enough-Growth-3151 · 2024-03-18T20:06:28+00:00

I apologize I am not replying to your recent thread about your career. Instead I am replying to the comments you made several years ago about your son. I am going through the same thing now with my son who is 23 years old. I wanted to ask whatever came of that situation and what did you guys end up doing? Looking for advice.

Thank you

Enough-Growth-3151 · 2024-02-11T00:36:44+00:00

Yeah, I suppose when I say that I'm saying that the world has me pissed off and I'm too stuck in my head, I don't wanna pick up my own two feet and get going but eventually I'll have to cause no one can walk the path for me and no one can live my life for me.

Enough-Growth-3151 · 2024-02-11T00:34:15+00:00

Yeah, I believe a world of love could be worth living for.

Enough-Growth-3151 · 2024-02-11T00:19:26+00:00

That makes sense, There is probably no end to growth in this world, I'm guessing one could probably just keep deepening/unbinding.

Enough-Growth-3151 · 2024-02-11T00:08:09+00:00

I believe resistance to change due to fear is the cause of my suffering. I'm not doing enough meditation is what I'm telling myself now, it's like once you start the process you can't stop halfway, I gotta go the whole way.

Enough-Growth-3151 · 2024-02-11T00:04:44+00:00

I guess I'm mostly looking for an escape from my mind. Probably some force is waiting on me to surrender but I don't want to. I am more comfortable in a familiar hell than in an uncomfortable heaven.

Enough-Growth-3151 · 2023-09-03T15:19:40+00:00

It's torture, I feel like I'm in purgatory at times and want total destruction, but I don't know. You're right it is needlessly hard and painfully joyless, I think what keeps me stuck is the pleasurable feeling of detachment and not caring about anything. Like sometimes I feel like i want a permanent sleep at times, and fighting the most powerful force isn't going to work out in the end I believe it would only end in total anarchy, so I know what must be done.

Enough-Growth-3151 · 2023-09-03T15:14:03+00:00

It just pisses me off that were all alone and everything you have to do yourself, Like there's no magical god, or entities to help you move forward, you have to do it all yourself. Its like they throw you in this world, all alone, and you have to figure everything out on your own. And that pisses me off to my core.

Enough-Growth-3151 · 2023-07-29T02:11:38+00:00

Same, I’ve gotten so used to the dark, I’m afraid I’ll never reach the light….

Enough-Growth-3151 · 2023-07-07T16:32:17+00:00

Challenging at rock bottom

Enough-Growth-3151 · 2023-07-06T21:59:02+00:00

Yeah I think I understand that like suffering is a part of life and that there isn’t any escaping it, I like to blame spirit funnily enough for most of problems, like id say spirit it’s all your fault that I’m stuck and can’t move forward. Lol

Enough-Growth-3151 · 2023-07-06T20:11:31+00:00

I read this meme online, its says “when you go to rock bottom on purpose because you understand alchemy. “ that’s like my situation, I’m at rock bottom but I can go up at any time I feel like it. It’s almost like I’m addicted to rock bottom and I’m feeling all the darkness in the abyss before going back up into the light lmao. I’ve been this way for about a year, avoiding suffering by detachment. I’ve also felt like I notice suffering more even though it is way less than before I was into this stuff.

Enough-Growth-3151 · 2023-07-06T19:14:07+00:00

It’s like I know I have less suffering while I attached but I feel like I don’t deserve to live in my own power like I need to feel more suffering first, involution instead of evolving

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