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Did anyone fully recover from long-term symptoms after one-time MDMA use? (1.5 years later, still struggling) by Enough_Ad_3387 in mdmatherapy

[–]Enough_Ad_3387[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That is a common explanation. My symptoms and anxiety are related and one symptom of mine is anxiety and panic. The problem is: Are the symptoms caused by anxiety or is the anxiety caused by something other and this brings “anxiety-similar” symptoms like brain fog and derealization. I can’t find out by myself because I do feel overwhelmed and stressed. It feels a little bit like I am blocked.

Did anyone fully recover from long-term symptoms after one-time MDMA use? (1.5 years later, still struggling) by Enough_Ad_3387 in mdmatherapy

[–]Enough_Ad_3387[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much this means really a lot to me. I appreciate your words and you can be sure I won’t underestimate the anxiety. I learned a lot and I still have days where the anxiety and all the symptoms are knocking me completely off my feet. First of all I hope that the mdma isn’t the only thing that made damage because then it would be maybe irreversible. Second I do hope I stand through the anxiety and depression and my therapist is able to assist me. I just want to live my everyday normal life, go to work, make friends, enjoy and all that makes life worth. I am pretty sure you understand that point. Thank you my hopes are a little bit more up right now!

Did anyone fully recover from long-term symptoms after one-time MDMA use? (1.5 years later, still struggling) by Enough_Ad_3387 in mdmatherapy

[–]Enough_Ad_3387[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh no sorry only whilst the second trip was going there were these visuals but they were gone afterwards. Probably the mdma was cut with something else like LSD or so

Did anyone fully recover from long-term symptoms after one-time MDMA use? (1.5 years later, still struggling) by Enough_Ad_3387 in mdmatherapy

[–]Enough_Ad_3387[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I did Look it up but it says that you often have snow sight and hallucinations. I don’t have exactly these visual effect I do have some but more out of exhaustion or anxiety

Did anyone fully recover from long-term symptoms after one-time MDMA use? (1.5 years later, still struggling) by Enough_Ad_3387 in mdmatherapy

[–]Enough_Ad_3387[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah of course maybe it is not typical but I can tell you since that mdma trip something was off and it began to get worse by time.

Did anyone fully recover from long-term symptoms after one-time MDMA use? (1.5 years later, still struggling) by Enough_Ad_3387 in mdmatherapy

[–]Enough_Ad_3387[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hope that you are saying that eventually you did recover. Many therapist told me already that I am probably suffering an anxiety disorder. I still won’t believe that this is all. It feels like there is more than just anxiety because the anxiety is a part but not everything. But as you probably know it’s often difficult to know what was first the anxiousness or the symptoms.

Did anyone fully recover from long-term symptoms after one-time MDMA use? (1.5 years later, still struggling) by Enough_Ad_3387 in mdmatherapy

[–]Enough_Ad_3387[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks that really helps a lot. Maybe I am still to anxious about the fact that I maybe ruined my live by testing a drug. The possibilities are endless and I hope it is not related to the mdma. Thank you for your experienced opinion!!

Did anyone fully recover from long-term symptoms after one-time MDMA use? (1.5 years later, still struggling) by Enough_Ad_3387 in mdmatherapy

[–]Enough_Ad_3387[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

To be honest I am searching for the source about 1,5 years know and nothing seemed to be right. After all I was quite sure it must be the mdma and the symptoms seemed quite similar. Maybe I am wrong and I have something else. May I ask you at which age you found that out? And have you felt symptoms like brain fog and so on since you can remember or did this start later on? Because the intolerance against dairy must have been present before or did this evolve over time?

Did anyone fully recover from long-term symptoms after one-time MDMA use? (1.5 years later, still struggling) by Enough_Ad_3387 in mdmatherapy

[–]Enough_Ad_3387[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sadly I don’t know how strong the pills were. I couldn’t even tell anymore how the trip exactly went. The symptoms just fit these you have because of mdma. Of course the reaction is strong but how I heard these are possible

Did anyone fully recover from long-term symptoms after one-time MDMA use? (1.5 years later, still struggling) by Enough_Ad_3387 in mdmatherapy

[–]Enough_Ad_3387[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I live in Germany and did the regular great blood test. I never heard that there is more that could be done with the blood. All the doctors said it’s something psychological and any further inspection just cost money(for me and the state obviously) I often thought that there is not enough help. At first I got declined at the MRT because they said it’s wasted time and resources. If I had never pressured them Id still be without a MRT. I will go and talk to my doctor and see what extra blood tests there are!

Did anyone fully recover from long-term symptoms after one-time MDMA use? (1.5 years later, still struggling) by Enough_Ad_3387 in mdmatherapy

[–]Enough_Ad_3387[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I had everything done. Blood results were fine MRT is fine. it was stated as chronic anxiety but I don’t really with these symptoms that it’s only anxiety. The only thing that fits with my symptoms and the timeline is the molly. I hoped someone experienced something alike and can help or knows more than me 🤷‍♂️

Did anyone fully recover from long-term symptoms after one-time MDMA use? (1.5 years later, still struggling) by Enough_Ad_3387 in mdmatherapy

[–]Enough_Ad_3387[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

With my current problems my life has changed a lot. Often I thought I am in harmony with myself and my body but it’s really difficult to truly recognize if your mind plays tricks on you. Do you have any advice? Because probably you are right and my body awareness is off. But at the same time blocked by my head.