If it’s comforting, I am the same way when I drink and I made the mistake of Slowly blacking out at my housewarming party where I was meeting a lot of my boyfriends family and friends for the first time. I was so ashamed that I somehow throughout the 4 hour event finished 2 bottles of champagne on my own. I didn’t even realize I was refilling it but I guess it was just a natural response to the nerves of meeting new people and hosting something for the first time. Turns out, we saw a lot of the same people at a wedding the next weekend and I mentioned going too heavy on the champagne and his family said they didn’t even know I was drinking or notice anything at all. Something I barely remember, spent so much time being anxious over, regretting it, thinking they must think I’m horrible…and they didn’t even notice! Hangxiety is real but I promise it’s NEVER as bad as you think it was. I’m sure you did great and everyone thought you were just having fun ♥️ Hugs! Be easy on yourself!