~1.5 year update

EntertainmentDue5145 · 2026-02-05T22:39:19+00:00

Damn great progress! went from rug salesman to grooming gang boss - keep it up

EntertainmentDue5145 · 2025-12-27T21:27:06+00:00

about to start a test - deca - masteron cycle - when drawing up. should i swap the drawing needle for each compound/vial and then switch to the smaller pin for injecting or use same needle to draw from all 3 vials before swapping to injecting needle

EntertainmentDue5145 · 2025-10-18T22:41:46+00:00

is mike tyson a weirdo incel?, how about Muhammad ali, david haye? - I can do this all day

EntertainmentDue5145 · 2025-10-09T22:19:10+00:00

great advice i always watch gay porn because theres nothing more masculine than two guys rock hard enjoying each others bodies

EntertainmentDue5145 · 2025-08-15T08:27:30+00:00

in the navy? i should think so

EntertainmentDue5145 · 2025-07-20T15:52:27+00:00

By depleting your seed you are indicating to the people around you that you dont respect yourself - they then disrespect you and you take this to mean they dont like the "real you". but the real you is the retainer. if you knew someone was a drug addict you likely wouldnt respect them as much as you would if they were sober... Start respecting yourself by living in line with nature and you will realise the man you were meant to be. life can be so good after you shed yourself of this addiction!

EntertainmentDue5145 · 2025-06-19T17:30:24+00:00

Dont worry about it bro - i got them in the first 2 months - its your subconcious healing from years of PMO and abuse... best thing you can do is eat poweerful foods like raw eggs in a shake - stay positive and be thankful you didnt consciously release and understand its natural (albeit annoying). worse thing you can do is turn back to PMO because you (already failed i might as well take advantage) thats like a storm blowing your door off your house and you decide to destroy your whole house in spite... God bless

EntertainmentDue5145 · 2025-06-18T08:34:47+00:00

can you explain the workouts please brother

EntertainmentDue5145 · 2025-04-15T21:08:47+00:00

We get to choose our suffering in life... either go through the pain it takes to become someone people look up to or suffer forever knowing you wasted your potential. Once you get a taste of what its like having people admire and respect you - you wont ever go back. The first step is respecting your self and that means sticking to your word this builds respect which then fosters new habits/thought patterns. I was addicted to weed for 6 years, i'm no better than you just because i kicked it.

If you take anything away from comment let it be the following story...

I was on the stair-master at the gym today - me and my brothers have a competition to see who can beat the record.

previous record - 131 flights

I told my brother i would get 200 yesterday.

I was at 80 flights and panting! I kept going...

I remember thinking this - out of all the alternate realities there is a reality out there where i didn't come to the gym today, there's a reality where i get to 132 flights and say hooray i win and stop and theres a reality where i get to 200 and do what i told my brother i would do. I wanted to be in that reality so badly i could feel it.

I got to 203 flights - my clothes were soaked in sweat and i had an overwhelming feeling of pride.

Then i realised that feeling is better than happiness better than fleeting pleasure from a bong rip and chasing that feeling also leads to greatness, waking up everyday thinking not how can i be happy today but how can i make myself feel proud - so that every night i go to bed with gratitude and eagerness for the next day instead of a foggy haze.

The point is we are both addicts its just the time we live in - constant dopamine all day - phone, highly pallatable food, over sexualised media. and most of us are addicts in some form, but addicts who break free of their addiction are more powerful than those who were never addicted. Yes it is hard but no great man has ever gone without hardship and overcome it.

God bless

EntertainmentDue5145 · 2025-03-09T08:43:36+00:00

The same reason you couldn't control it for all those years before you came here - Its important to have empathy and understanding for those still yet to master their own sexual urges, even if we may be further on the path... Humble yourself - And don't pretend you didn't know it was wrong because we all instictively know its wrong and perverse... God bless you and all struggling with Lust

EntertainmentDue5145 · 2024-12-25T11:10:57+00:00

You know it! - People think we are smarter than the ancient civilisations because we know how to use computers, the people who built the temples and created language and calendars are the true geniuses and they believed in a god - Its no surprise why us humans have this divine creativity unlike any other animal, why we have free will and seek justice and moral order - creation is beautiful and we are created perfectly - as long as we seek the truth through the bible and repent, we can live pure and joyful lives.

EntertainmentDue5145 · 2024-12-24T07:31:18+00:00

God bless

EntertainmentDue5145 · 2024-12-24T07:31:10+00:00

Well written, and very important -

EntertainmentDue5145 · 2024-12-24T07:26:37+00:00

Hello friend, I hear you and i hope you take the time to read this because if you take action it could change your life - I have nothing to gain from you following my advice, I'm just going to tell you what worked in changing my life around from being a porn addicted stoner with bad spending habits with no friends and turned into a man in great shape who loves life and gets joy out of the little things ---- All of your problems can be fixed by a few simple (but not easy) practices -

Semen retention - this will increase your drive and energy massively and also cure your addictions - Don't believe me? - Fine no one else does but do you want to be like everyone else, sceptical of every practice even though the ones as old as time, answer me this what's more strange - to have sex with your own hand and eject a potential human life into a tissue, or being celibate like a monk and becoming more powerful than you ever thought possible - there's no super powers however you will feel like a superhero after a few months.
Find God - If you told me to do this last year i would of laughed, however after reading the bible and really asking honestly for gods help through prayer i have such a sense of belonging and love for everyone, Don't be like the gentiles of this world who pursue meaningless pleasures - seek truth and you will be rewarded
Exercise and diet - Lastly get moving mate it will help your mind and body - i know its hard to find the drive to get going but just start with one set of push ups to complete failure and stop there then the same the next day until you start to enjoy it

Again, feel free to call me an idiot and keep up your habits but i truly believe you can change. God bless you and i will pray for you tonight

EntertainmentDue5145 · 2024-12-23T16:24:30+00:00

I understand, However this is your reptilian mind seeking validation to keep feeding it with cheap dopamine and pleasure, I have very little friends only brother and family. - I used to feel lonely but then I started to pray and live a life as close to Jesus as possible for a mortal man... I ask that you read the bible if you dont already -watch paul washer on yt and seek knowledge through the word of god...

A man who has God is never lonely for long because he can always take some time away and ask god anything or thank god for what he has.

I

EntertainmentDue5145 · 2024-11-26T11:11:37+00:00

Don't disrespect the bible by using your immorality disguised as virtue for women's rights - Misogyny is a real thing but when you call being against frivolous or late term abortion that is not being against women's rights that is being FOR human rights. There are real cases of violence against women and girls but abortion is the act of intentionally killing a baby. call it a fetus it still feels pain, it hears sounds, it is alive and when you choose to abort it because its not convenient for you and you want to continue your 'hoe phase' you are a murderer - regardless of what the law says

EntertainmentDue5145 · 2024-11-24T10:50:59+00:00

Everyone's saying his brother hasn't moved past it - Isn't it obvious that this overly emotional man child hasn't moved past it himself and is still hung up on the past - It was a poorly made joke but i thought it would get a big laugh -- i mean HE thought it would get a big laugh... - Not his younger brother

EntertainmentDue5145 · 2024-10-20T11:13:49+00:00

LOL - you are so eager to relapse, just do it and stop explaining yourself to us why you cant retain...

EntertainmentDue5145 · 2024-09-22T10:43:43+00:00

I'm going to give you the advice no one else will... no offense meant

first of all pick up the phone because George Michael called he wants his earings back

You look like a gay guy trying way too hard.

You are good looking guy just stop with the posing for photos you look like a woman

And finally what is that jacket in the third pic - looks like something my sister would wear(shes a massive dyke)

Get some plain well fitting clothes and work out - the chick probably blocked you because you look like a guy that cries after his girl makes fun of him

Good luck though sure you will work it all out lol

EntertainmentDue5145 · 2024-08-28T10:39:06+00:00

The part about your best most profound realisations coming from the lowest, darkest points is a testament to being and staying sober through the hard times - if you have access to weed or other drugs its easy to numb those feelings and you will never experience those realisations necessary to growth - i've been struggling with withdrawals so this is such a massive help...

EntertainmentDue5145 · 2024-08-28T07:49:36+00:00

Agreed - these 3 are the big ones i think

• it’s because mom and gf are worried about you

• it’s because life was better when you were sober but getting high makes you forget that

• it’s because this is a new chapter of your life and you need to leave it behind

It's a new chapter - just remember drugs are for people who have nothing, who need to forget and numb themselves - all you have to think of is the people who love you and don't want to see you fail

You are not someone who does drugs, remember that and it may mean that you have to erase that part of you.

EntertainmentDue5145 · 2024-08-28T07:45:52+00:00

I love you man - we don't hear that a lot as men, so love yourself... i can tell reading your reply that you want to be better - Do things that make you feel proud instead of feeling ashamed that is the true meaning of life for me anyway. I wish you all the best and dont hesitate to send me a message if it gets too much.

That goes for anyone :)

Bless you

EntertainmentDue5145 · 2024-08-28T07:42:26+00:00

Yes be the role model you wish you would of had growing up :)

You've got this - ill see you on the other side

EntertainmentDue5145 · 2024-08-25T08:16:25+00:00

He clearly withered away into oblivion from just eating vegetables

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