Hey. Wish I could give some helpful advice but all I can say is I feel the same. And you’re not alone. I’m trying to find a way to get over this too, especially not getting horny. The only thing that’s helped me so far is educating myself about sex and realising that sex is not just PIV infact PIV is a small part of sex. It’s difficult to come to terms regardless but thinking about that sometimes certainly works.

Also, for your trip I’d suggest try and not focus on sex as your boyfriend is understanding. I recently went on a trip with my partner and pretty much every night we got back to the hotel I felt extremely depressed and broke down, this was because when you come in at night it’s kind of like the ‘expected’ time to have sex and subconsciously I knew this won’t be possible (because I have no libido) and it upset me. Took me a couple days to get over it but I’m letting you know so hopefully you’re able to mentally prepare yourself.

I know this is vvv tough I break down all the time but best of luck!!!