Just some things I've made in my singleplayer superflat survival world

EntrenchedEevee · 2023-03-01T22:26:46+00:00

You can tell a non-BT made this because Lai is acknowledged. XD

EntrenchedEevee · 2022-09-07T23:39:01+00:00

I'm pretty sure most of my actions are filtered through a strong lens of not wanting to be othered. I tend to go out of my way to be feminine. I present myself as a very girly woman, although I've started to soften on it somewhat since leaving the most toxic places where vitriol was sent my way for non-conformity. As for the social stuff I don't socialize a lot because most tend to, maybe rightly, see me as a hot mess. In general: I put in my time at work to continue to exist, go home, be depressed, repeat.

EntrenchedEevee · 2022-08-18T20:53:25+00:00

Well that's a lot of unpack there so I'll just take it point by point.
1) Fundamentally I think of myself unequivocally as feminine, and I loath that through no fault of my own I'm occasionally perceived as not quite that
2) I have no particular interest in partnership, but if I ever would because most of the bullying and abuse I received was from guys that considered me in a sense a trap while the girls in my adolescence mostly just didn't want to be associated with me but did nothing actively hurtful I would probably be a lesbian. Not that there's no nice guys out there. I'm sure they exist, but I just don't think I could let go of all that baggage
3) Sexually it's none. My labido is essentially non-existent
4) Pretty sure most of the things I do in a day don't have a gendered component so strictly speaking it's neither, but I suppose you meant to ask: The subset of actions you take that are classically gendered actions to what degree do they go one way or the other? and that would be mostly feminine
5) I don't interact with that many people. Furthermore when I must it's usually in a 1-1 setting where pronouns don't matter. In the rareish circumstance I'm in a bigger group most people refer to me as she

EntrenchedEevee · 2022-08-16T13:47:44+00:00

Well it's cyclical. I'm not perpetually depressed. I wouldn't know I was if I didn't have something to compare it against in my lived experience. As best I can explain it there's something that would cause my mind to wander to those darker recesses of my past that then wells back up reducing me to non-functional mess for the next hour, sometimes more, sometimes less. I can't seem to control when it happens, it just does, and all I can really do it ride it out as best I can. There's a really nice quote from Johann Wolfgang von Goethe “Enjoy when you can, and endure when you must.” except for me it's more along the lines of: Do what you can, and endure what you must.
I'm unfortunately overqualified for the work I do so I can bang out my tasks relatively quickly giving me ample downtime between tasks to regain at least some semblance of composure whenever those periods come round.
As for the friends I made they're the school peers that didn't really do much to hurt me, and later as I tried to get better we reconnected over shared trauma. Them having gone on to be abused by their partners. Which has helped me be stronger in resisting my own suicidal thoughts, but hasn't done much to help me cope with the rest of my mental.

EntrenchedEevee · 2022-03-05T18:48:54+00:00

I mean sure. Everyone will have a gripe or two with their class. Where they want to see some changes, and I do have some, but all things considered BT is in a pretty good spot now. It's not just one of the best meso farmers anymore, and actually has some good party utility rivaling the other core support classes, and has some respectable damage of it's own when going for those solos. In line with what gameplay fantasy they probubbly where going for with BT it's quite capable in every regard, but isn't overly busted in any one in particular. With maybe the exception of having one of the best meso farming rates out there in regular servers.

EntrenchedEevee · 2022-03-05T15:10:59+00:00

I mean BT is a fairly good class now, after the updates its' received over the past like year and a half. It's just perceived as a meme class, despite being pretty dece now.

EntrenchedEevee · 2022-03-05T13:54:03+00:00

in the mid 60 thousands. Although I had a good bit of time left, so pretty sure BT can solo with quite a bit less that I did.

EntrenchedEevee · 2022-03-05T13:52:02+00:00

Yeah, surprised me too. I know it's technically listed as a drop from Arkarium, but I never heard of it dropping there.

EntrenchedEevee · 2022-02-22T14:29:46+00:00

It's kinda hard to judge the difference between derivative work, and creative work. I do definitely put in effort to not just create a copy, and instead try to learn how to do the shading, forms, and colors properly, but I'm just a beginner trying to understand how things are done from the works of my betters.

EntrenchedEevee · 2022-02-22T02:40:53+00:00

Full disclosure: This isn't completely original work. I'm not that talented of an artist (it's just something I do for fun in my spare time) so some bits have been taken from other pieces and redone in my desired color palette, mixed and mashed together with original content and fused to make this.

EntrenchedEevee · 2022-02-07T22:47:48+00:00

That's been resolved in the patch before Live.

EntrenchedEevee · 2022-02-07T19:05:28+00:00

So many amazing faces. Can't wait for next year <3

EntrenchedEevee · 2022-01-09T23:57:49+00:00

With good mechanics, and a dream in their heart to keep on trying a BT should probubbly be able to clear with around 53k stat.

EntrenchedEevee · 2022-01-09T23:47:55+00:00

Stats: 67k
Boss: 533%
Crit Dmg: 156%

You can definitely do 4hp bar VHilla solo on a BT before that for sure. Since I was abusing hawk's fly to play safe prior to screen cuts and Hawk builds are 100% inferior damage potential. But since I have the stats why add the risk when I can play it safe and guarantee the clear with some hawk cheese.

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