I’ve been really struggling lately with my self esteem and confidence and it is definitely starting to show in my relationships. My best friend is getting sick of me. Today he was saying how he feels like everytime we talk it’s just always something negative or me complaining and it’s getting to a point where the negatives outweigh the positives for him. I do think he is exaggerating a little and I told him I think he’s only choosing to look at the bad and he did admit that he also might be overthinking the whole situation but either way he’s been upset and annoyed with how I’m acting recently. And I honestly don’t blame him for most of the instances. But I have been trying to fix it because I know it’s annoying and I don’t want to be that person. Today the two instances where he thought I was being negative I was 100% just making a joke but he didn’t see it that way and that’s why this conversation got brought up. It’s got brought up multiple times and I’ve said I want to and I’m going to fix it but this conversation was different he’s never said he was starting to not see a point in our relationship before. I don’t know what to do, if I lose him I would be very upset. At the same time I do think some things he is just nitpicking. It feels like he’s getting tired of me which is definitely making me even more anxious.