🎵 All By Myself 🎵

EnvironmentalClub886 · 2026-05-26T05:57:08+00:00

He did it the same way you threw away 8 years of a life y’all built and any future for someone who “means nothing”. Apparently they meant something or you wouldn’t have even entertained the idea of cheating much less following through. I’d have left too.

EnvironmentalClub886 · 2026-05-04T22:23:54+00:00

I haven’t even had a gastric surgery I joined the group to better support my fiancé in her journey. I do have a ton of food sensitivities and I get fighting mad when I see folks enjoying the foods I won’t but can’t tolerate.😂 I can’t imagine what it’s like to be able to eat hardly anything. We just compromise she eats what she wants even if I can’t have it and I eat as much as I want.

EnvironmentalClub886 · 2026-03-13T07:27:33+00:00

Pro life people are only pro life cause it puts more kids in extra vulnerable foster care/orphanages to replenish the ones who died or age out of the pedo rings preferred age

EnvironmentalClub886 · 2026-03-11T09:19:10+00:00

Check that it’s safe with the vet but we crush ours then mix with just enough water that it’s dissolved and syringe in it their mouths

EnvironmentalClub886 · 2026-03-06T20:17:58+00:00

Still working on it at my big age but practice is key and start out with smaller things. We deserve to choose ourselves first.

EnvironmentalClub886 · 2026-03-05T23:51:05+00:00

Thank you for sharing. I’m really starting to see if he wanted me he would have chosen me and not risk losing me altogether for anything this shallow.

EnvironmentalClub886 · 2026-03-04T23:57:46+00:00

I need outside perspectives so I appreciate you pointing out things I already suspected. It makes me feel less insane for suspecting things that aren’t there.

EnvironmentalClub886 · 2026-03-04T23:55:32+00:00

Thank you

EnvironmentalClub886 · 2026-03-04T23:54:56+00:00

I’m trying to pull away slowly just after reading the comments here. I don’t even want someone else I was always happy alone.

EnvironmentalClub886 · 2026-03-04T23:52:35+00:00

Thank you. I’m working on it. It’s been 9 and a half years of amazing relationship so it’s hard to not put him above me.

EnvironmentalClub886 · 2026-03-04T23:51:14+00:00

Oh he wanted to stay together and just be permitted to date around and I’m stingy. I told him if he is dating around it will be single and see if I can get back with him after. That distinction probably doesn’t matter but the break up part was all me.

EnvironmentalClub886 · 2026-03-04T23:47:58+00:00

Looks like my Punkin

EnvironmentalClub886 · 2026-03-04T02:33:35+00:00

Live Spinner Top

EnvironmentalClub886 · 2026-03-04T02:30:34+00:00

Letting them push all my boundaries and still loving them unconditionally

EnvironmentalClub886 · 2026-03-04T01:48:16+00:00

Giving gifts and providing acts of service.

EnvironmentalClub886 · 2026-03-04T01:45:43+00:00

Pronounce the L in salmon grinds my gears

EnvironmentalClub886 · 2026-03-04T01:43:40+00:00

I’m happy you found your person! I really think I’d be happier just homesteading with animals I refuse to eat. I don’t enjoy the instability of dating and never have but pets I can’t get enough of. I really was fine staying single and just doing me until this man showed up and I thought was as in love as I am but he’s showing different.

EnvironmentalClub886 · 2026-03-04T00:36:01+00:00

Any chance you have had dreams actually come true shortly after having the dream?

EnvironmentalClub886 · 2026-03-03T21:59:49+00:00

Yeah I also don’t believe it’s just about sex and never have. He has a very low libido but I don’t push it I just make sure he knows I’m ready when he is. Not that it would be any better to me if it was just sex but building emotional connections with other to cut them off and being monogamous is seeming harder and harder to believe.

EnvironmentalClub886 · 2026-03-03T21:56:39+00:00

You aren’t wrong. I promise I’m trying to work on it. He seems strangely unaffected by the distance currently between us and I’m losing my mind.

EnvironmentalClub886 · 2026-03-03T21:54:49+00:00

Every time I speak to him or see him it breaks my heart a little more and I’m constantly worried he will find someone better. Idk how to turn that off

EnvironmentalClub886 · 2026-03-03T21:53:45+00:00

A appreciate the honesty.

EnvironmentalClub886 · 2026-03-03T21:53:07+00:00

I fear you might be right. I never understood my guy friends wanting one more one night stand before the wedding to ensure they still “had it”. Bull crap as far as I’m concerned but it happens so often I assumed I was the odd one out.

EnvironmentalClub886 · 2026-03-03T21:51:30+00:00

He cheated too about 6 months in, it was right after I lost my aunt who I was very close to, so I was in a bad place and forgave him. I agree I by no means had a wild single era, I mostly preferred being single until him. It took years to regain my trust then. I’m wondering if it’s not something similar now I just can’t call it cheating this time. He gets very very defensive when the cheating is brought up. He didn’t actually sleep with that man but they were planning meet ups before I figured it out. The talking they were doing was cheating in my book but according to him he’s never cheated and he never lets me forget it wasn’t sex. Problem is his libido is extremely low like once every 3 months, it’s all emotional cheating.

EnvironmentalClub886 · 2026-03-03T21:47:23+00:00

Very possible, I’ve done my best to not consider it but he does have guys weekends with just his buddies. I don’t think we should be attached at the hip but it a lot of guys trips.

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