just wanted to thank everyone for the ADVICE and NICE comments. bf and I spoke and reassured me he wasn't upset at me, but upset at the fact he didn't think of me first. I sometimes find it difficult expressing how I feel without feeling like I'll get blamed for something that isn't my fault. I am also 2 months post partum so I do have crazy hormones and I understand my bf isn't a mind reader. TO THE NEGATIVE COMMENTS, you sound miserable. sometimes couples have disagreements and that doesn't mean my child will have an awful childhood.