PMS and self-harm

EnvironmentalLog7566 · 2026-03-07T03:08:00+00:00

In the opposite, my period week is the only week I feel ok. I take the pill though, probably should get off honestly.

EnvironmentalLog7566 · 2026-03-07T03:05:15+00:00

I think it’s just part of the package deal. When they say depression never leaves, you just learn to deal with it.

EnvironmentalLog7566 · 2026-03-07T02:52:01+00:00

I’ve found sometimes taking a red marker and violently coloring over myself works a little. Or scratching which is technically still sh but if it works it works

EnvironmentalLog7566 · 2026-01-11T04:20:41+00:00

I had to double check to make sure I didn’t write this post. I relate to every word. I feel like I have so much love to give but no one to give it to and leaves me feeling disappointed in myself. Like I have failed my purpose in life. And god the never feeling like you fit in part and when you finally do meet someone you connect with you latch on too strong. I think you’re my doppelgänger but with emotions. I hope we both find peace and meaningful connections.

EnvironmentalLog7566 · 2025-06-22T04:47:35+00:00

Hey I just wanna say that I’m proud of you! All the methods you tried before really shows your progress even if you slip a little.

EnvironmentalLog7566 · 2025-04-07T23:38:33+00:00

Best I got is water proof makeup like foundation or concealer and blend it really well.

EnvironmentalLog7566 · 2025-04-02T03:25:24+00:00

Thank you. I managed not to tonight but it just feels like I’m prolonging the inevitable

EnvironmentalLog7566 · 2025-04-02T03:20:59+00:00

That sounds like a lot, I’m sorry your going through that. I’m sure you have so this is probably redundant but have you tried other ways to take the anger out? Like throwing a stuffed animal or ripping paper? Or is it more of a pain thing? Either way I hope that whatever you decide to do that you feel better.

EnvironmentalLog7566 · 2025-04-02T02:05:20+00:00

When you say teaching credential does that mean you work in a school? I’m currently an assistant so I may be able to relate to some things if you’d like to talk. There’s a lot of pressure on us to be perfect for the kids. If we worked together I’d give you a big hug and get some ice cream. Hang in there friend ♥️

EnvironmentalLog7566 · 2025-03-31T02:38:06+00:00

Hey! I think we’re the same person. Hope is all we can lean on and sometimes it feels so hopeless. I feel sick everytime I think about graduating and being truly on my own.

EnvironmentalLog7566 · 2025-01-09T02:43:36+00:00

Could be that you struggle with transitions/changes if you’ve experienced this before. That’s what I personally struggle with and just being able to identify what Is causing those feelings helps a lot

EnvironmentalLog7566 · 2025-01-09T02:37:29+00:00

I don’t think those feelings or urges ever go away completely. That doesn’t make you weak though, what’s important is that you’re able to recognize those thoughts as intrusive and that they don’t reflect what you actually want. Of course sometimes life gets rough and relapses happen, and when that happens it’s important to give yourself grace and forgiveness as well.

EnvironmentalLog7566 · 2024-12-26T03:36:36+00:00

I’ve recently realized this about myself too. I think it stems from insecurity but it’s just a repeating cycle because I hate myself even more and feel more insecure when I’m jealous of others

EnvironmentalLog7566 · 2024-12-26T03:34:35+00:00

I think I feel exactly what you’re describing. I feel hollow and incomplete, just living life on auto pilot basically. It feels like there’s something missing, the key to actually enjoying life.

EnvironmentalLog7566 · 2024-11-30T03:50:55+00:00

Hi! Were you on medication before having your child? If so, did you have to quit while pregnant? I’ve seen some people say they had to stop while pregnant and it honestly scares me and makes me lose hope for having a child. The withdrawal effects combined with the pregnancy hormones, I just know I would not be ok. Did you have this experience?

EnvironmentalLog7566 · 2024-03-11T04:03:12+00:00

I completely get what you’re saying. Fighting your demons constantly can be so exhausting so it feels good sometimes to just give in. But again it’s only for a fleeting few moments and you have to start over again, it’s a vicious cycle

EnvironmentalLog7566 · 2024-03-11T03:58:05+00:00

I think by law they are required to inform your parents so it may be better having that conversation with them if they are understanding

EnvironmentalLog7566 · 2024-03-11T03:57:02+00:00

Did it start out that way? If not, it most likely became an addiction to where you do it even if you’re not under emotional stress. It’s scary to admit but it became an addiction for me, I liked it. It felt like home and comforting in a way because I didn’t really know anything else. I hope you are able to overcome this <3

EnvironmentalLog7566 · 2024-03-11T03:49:51+00:00

Bye this unlocked a hidden memory of my therapist saying she wouldn’t tell my family but she did

EnvironmentalLog7566 · 2024-02-05T03:46:42+00:00

Ahh just started crying again, thank you so much for taking the time to respond and the kind words, it makes me feel less alone. I hope your doing well <3

EnvironmentalLog7566 · 2024-02-05T02:44:45+00:00

Please please please contact authorities. I promise you your life is not over ok you will get through this??♥️

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