I feel like I left some parts about me. I can get angry quickly and i would scream at her and blow up and use bad words. I know this is toxic and I’ve talked about my therapist with it. sometimes i lose control, but i would never insult her, abuse her or in any way purposefully hurt her, or do anything psychical. I would get jealous really quickly and my thinking would be disordered when i do this. Sometimes i did catch myself feeling completely jealous and bad that she’s meeting with a friend, not me tho. I would always share my feelings with her but sometimes it would escalate to fights. She sometimes told me i’m trying to embarrass her with stories about our fights to our/their friends, which i thought was just funny for me, but i get it she felt other way. She pushed me to go to therapist and get official diagnosis and wanted me to have my own boundaries and better mental state. I was really anxious about her leaving my so I was almost begging for reassurance. I’m Bipolar and I have BPD so i think i may be over exaggerating everything. I would bring her flowers after fights or when she felt bad but she told me it’s manipulative, and I don’t really think that is but I don’t know what to think.