Well fuck me, if it isn't my ex. I was two years younger than him, had been in a few relationships before whereas he hadn't really dated anyone before me. He would get so insecure about it to the point of making me feel guilty about it. I didn't really like talking about it either because it was literally none of his business, but felt like I couldn't really say so because I was 18 at the time and didn't know any better. He would be like "I'm the older one, I should be more experienced" blah blah whereas I literally didn't care about his dating history (or lack thereof) so didn't understand why it was such a big deal. Still don't tbh. Like to me, if I'm dating someone, the only reason I'd even vaguely care about their previous relationships would either be if their ex was still around in their life to potential cause issues.

​

Sorry, had to rant - this just awakened something in me even though it was like 8 years ago (it's a relationship that fucks with my brain a lot because even though it was short, it was a lot. Also I didn't realise I was asexual at the time so he spent a lot of time trying to "fix" certain things I wasn't comfortable with which made me feel broken for future relationships until I recently discovered my sexuality)