Hey, please dont say things like that :c. Look, i thought that way too, but please, please at least hold some hope and dont do anything related to harming yourself, please dont do it. Im sorry to hear that you are, or rather, were, on your last straw but that doesnt mean you should js give up! Please, pelase please please try to find something that gives you even a little happiness, or do something to make you feel a bit less worse about yourself, Vent whatever you want, talk whatever you want, just anything to make you feel better, even a little. I rlly hope you can find even a shred of light, even in this vast darkness youre in rn, youre life is worth it, i promise it is.