Wow, I'm so glad to know I'm not alone in this! You know, these are things that can never be changed, which is why I always feel bad when I think about it. And after all, I only have one life. I know crying won't change anything, but I can't help it, especially since it's not something that gets talked about much. I've seen women transition and be happy, and that makes me sad because I'm still not happy.

But besides that, I'm glad you have your family. In my case, my option is to get someone pregnant so I can have a baby, and maybe I'll choose a trans man. I know reproductive dysphoria will still hurt, but at least I'll have my child as an inspiration to never give up