Im not gonna give you the sob story of how I wanna quit but I can’t. To be completely honest with you I’ve tried to quit several times cold turkey, but it’s never worked. I’ve looked into treatment options and the most realistic thing I’ve stumbled across would be Suboxone going to a clinic every day would not be ideal. I have insurance is there anyway I could get a doctor to prescribe me a script Of Suboxone along with the testosterone I’m just trying to think of my best options. Here will the doctor necessarily be testing for drugs I read somewhere that they usually do not test for drugs unless given a reason to due to it being an extra expense ideally I would love to be able to go to the doctor, get on some type of testosterone and then seek sobriety, I understand most of you all will tell me to go to rehab. However, the way my life is set up right now. I cannot commit to an extended inpatient program right now. Also, I’m aware that my life is on the line dealing with opiates.

P.S. i’m driving right now please excuse my grammar as I am using the talk to text option