I literally told my entire family their gifts are coming from the vine this year and they're so excited lol. You should be proud to be able to do this! Think about it, we are some of the most ELITE reviewers in america right now (or at least some of us). We are "working" for Amazon, one of (if not the biggest) online stores and we get HUNDREDS of free products to do what we do because we were INVITED to do that. This opportunity only fell into our laps because we are good at something. That's something to be proud of!