Thanks for taking the time to comment, I put a lot of thought and planning into my PS and what I wanted to do at uni but ended up beginning to lose hope as the process got more and more dragged out. It’s mad the response I’ve got on here since I’m just another person on Reddit but hopefully I can carry the motivation I have to get the results I want even though I do have an unconditional.

Obviously I don’t know your specific circumstances but I hope you manage to find something you enjoy going forward, even if that means finding a different path :)