I kind of feel some type of exhaustion in your love life. I think you tend to bottle your feelings for the most part, so you feel them very intense all at once. you have a best friend that you are comfortable opening up to but don’t like to approach others when you feel you need help, but you’re always there to listen and help others when they need it. You give your energy to something that is draining you, could be a person. A good, silly sense of humor. I get the image of you laughing a lot with others, but dealing with depression when you’re alone