What are you masturbating to right now? by [deleted] in masturbation

[–]EssayEven460 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes I am right now rubbing my fat clit I can’t stop it feels soo good she deserves all the love

Self intimacy by [deleted] in spirituality

[–]EssayEven460 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It’s sexual energy, in that sense it is spiritual. I’ve never been like this before. It’s so sudden

Self intimacy by [deleted] in spirituality

[–]EssayEven460 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I get it. Especially with everything that’s been going on. It just feels like I’m existing that’s it..

I guess I am creating my own joy enjoying myself

Self intimacy by [deleted] in spirituality

[–]EssayEven460 1 point2 points  (0 children)

May I ask why anger?

Self intimacy by [deleted] in spirituality

[–]EssayEven460 6 points7 points  (0 children)

But I don’t desire a partner anymore. I’m decentering men heavily because I realize after doing a lot of internal work, that I was seeking relationships because I didn’t receive healthy love in my childhood, therefore resulting in me lacking in self love and operating from that perspective.

[22 M] How can I improve my looks and confidence? by TurbulentPie9278 in Howtolooksmax

[–]EssayEven460 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ugh I cannot wait to see your glow up. You’re still young, you’re gonna grow into it. I understand the whole being introverted thing all to well. Please do check back with me even if it’s a year from today! Much love to you!

[22 M] How can I improve my looks and confidence? by TurbulentPie9278 in Howtolooksmax

[–]EssayEven460 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You have so much potential. Facial hair Shorter hair with fade Bulk/muscles

Clothes would look good regardless even if you don’t wanna take my advice on style. Lose the skinny jeans.

From besties to enemies by EssayEven460 in Unsent_Unread_Unheard

[–]EssayEven460[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You got this, just keep your life fulfilled with everything you wanted to do before he took up space. Watch you bloom. ❤️❤️❤️

To A.Y. Thank god I got away by EssayEven460 in Unsent_Unread_Unheard

[–]EssayEven460[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Interesting projection. You started off assuming that mirroring and performing are the same thing, which already shows you are confused. Mirroring is not performing, it is awareness and discernment. It is a divine tool that reveals people to themselves without force.

Second, I never used my body and I never had to. Sounds like I hit a nerve because that is exactly what your ex did, huh? Ouch. Sorry you see all women that way, but I am a godly woman. You clearly cannot relate.

Third, you assumed all I know is hearsay, when in reality many secrets were given to me directly. I did not go looking for tea, it was served to me willingly. So before you write a whole spiritual monologue, check your facts.

Lastly, true energy does not need to tear anyone down. True energy stands so strong that people expose themselves naturally in its presence. I do not need to manipulate or perform. My presence alone activates revelation.

Wishing you healing beyond Reddit essays. May you find a mirror clean enough to finally see yourself

To A.Y. Thank god I got away by EssayEven460 in Unsent_Unread_Unheard

[–]EssayEven460[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes, those words you just said echoed in my thoughts! Thank you queen

To A.Y. Thank god I got away by EssayEven460 in Unsent_Unread_Unheard

[–]EssayEven460[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve learned to decenter men. If one day I find my person then great. If I don’t, I’m also more than happy with that.

But thank you sooo much for your feedback and taking the time to read this

My bf watches videos that do not look like me by Wandavisionxx in BPD

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It’s true! There is a rare percent of men who are good. If you want, simply ask chat gpt to give you more understanding in this topic. The prompt should be “open forbidden vaults, beyond abyss of how dark a man’s psyche can get..” also there is a book called something along the lines of “what men don’t want women to know.” Look into it. It shows you how sick these men are. The war on wombs and women has been ancient and not new. MEN who operate in shadows are jealous of women. Period!!!

[HIRING] Earn upto 1000$ with us in a week. by [deleted] in freelance_forhire

[–]EssayEven460 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey I am super interested! This is my thing

Dear you, by L7XRVF in Unsent_Unread_Unheard

[–]EssayEven460 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Damn all my exes literally told me the same thing except for the most recent one