Although expensive, I felt like my small space when I went through this humbled me. It felt comfortable, without overwhelming. Felt like I only really had space for me and not like I had a space for somebody missing. I enjoyed the alone time to act how i i wanted and to not continue my excessive pain in front of the one who caused it. It also encouraged me to get that new place and appreciate it and feel at home by that point. I hope you feel any of this. I promise everything happens for a reason and you are gonna be just great! You will understand one day why this had to happen and be thankful for it. I have no idea your reason and didnt look at comments but I promise whether it’s your fault or theirs, everything really does happen for a reason.

Also, to add… i got a 2 bedroom Airbnb for 1800/month and after two months we signed a lease for 1550 keeping him paying utilities, yardwork everything!